Eminence in the shadow s1

eminence in the shadow s1.
today is 16-09-24 Monday 09:44pm
man what an anime it was,8.5 or 9/10 i was good the story the plot is interesting. the music OMG the piano song. oh ma god. literally.
i cant relate with the character in most of the things, but i did relate with the thing "with his side character like thinking" but here for me its about pessimism. i am literally the side character i don't need to act like it lol. i have 0 power,0 btchs,0dedication,0skill,0physical appearance,0mental dedication,0rizz,0self control. Literally not like him . he works on his skill unlike me man, how do i even live upto much man . i mean i am going though much at this time like personality crisis,future crisis, like what should i follow.what do i need to follow. even if i follow myself i dont get the thing i want,(dirty attentionw-hore)like literally what do i need to follow to get what i want, if i be myself (darkhumor,edgyjoke,asking personal space question and joking about it.literally dckhead)that why i need people to give me what do i need to do ? what should i become? what should my personality be. there is no one i trust(bad trait . i cant trust anyone like literally after that class10 incident and that future horoscope one thing man i dont know man, i dont wanna be like that.i donnt wanna get my image put up infront of everyone. i mean if i trusted and i was close to my family i can show them that but chigaii i am not, literally i respect them and i tolerate no joke against them(feather joke is ok but up range it will make me distrust that person)i consider everyone i think i like as my family no one is different in my family(except taste and thooughts)i mean i need to change my personality accordingly but i love each one of them equally (unless one did something to disown that relation)) ok .
now for the anime
the anime is great the anime has potential and the mc is too good he has skill overpowered and even has the ability to form his cult(i mean he did), he has the skill of luck, his luck is mindblown i mean literally its something(unlike this fellow lol),he literally made up everythihing and it became a reality lol. i cant relate with this mc unlike Subaru but i think he is awesome in his own way. so what if he has different life goal and he is different . we are humans we are dividied by taste so i think i like this guy even if i cant relate. i will definitely make him my friend i mean everyone mc except that "ifinite statos" and other mc i forgot, will be my friend. so ended today after 3 days i have internal of 3rd sem lol. i have read 0 things lol. i thought the ep was only 12 so i watched only 2 yesterday 15-09-24 but it was 20 ep lol. so today after completeing the series its now 09:59pm lol. byeeee logging offf~~~~