Thing 3.5.1

DarkSpines0520/Nicholas - Today at 03:21
Repeated askings come to mind.
Starting without permission too

Silly Hats - Today at 03:22
Alright
I did a lot of fluff with Infini in the DMs, and I repeatedly pushed it towards smutty stuff. Each time he said no I'd either back off and say sorry, and that if he wanted me to stop RPing with him I would, or, a couple times I kept being pushy about it, but I never started smutting, just lewd fluff.
(I hope I don't have to clarify that all of these are things that I regret a lot and wouldn't repeat today.)

Memi stopped responding to me in the DMs for no obvious reason, and every so often I'd dm her that I'm sorry for my actions in CaR, my general demeanor. After a while I got really annoyed that she wouldn't respond at all and I begged her to tell me to fuck off, or tell me what her problem is with me, chew me out so I knew specifically what I had done wrong, just respond in some way. A few times I got angry and told her that she should feel bad for not responding, and finally I just did some cute one-way RP at her. My last message to her was two months ago if I remember correctly.
I suppose you could say I harassed Lauren about her modding style, and you could say that I harassed her in RP by having my character obsessed with hers.

I harassed Penny about my ban

I harassed Dan a little bit about being an asshole

Carmen thinks I harassed her about getting pics, even though I literally asked one question and then said sorry for asking it for a week.

I repeatedly asked Hazel if she wanted to smut

I asked Cloud three or four times about my ban, and about Penny's treatment of me

I harass Lightning all the time about getting out of bed and improving his life.

That's all I can think of. I'm sorry if there's something I forgot or something I don't consider harassment that the other party does.(edited)
Oh and the last few messages I sent to Leila have gone unanswered, so it's possible that could be harassment

DarkSpines0520/Nicholas - Today at 03:44
I appreciate you telling the truth, I truly do, but it'll never excuse you from it.

You can confess to a crime, but you'll still be guilty.

Silly Hats - Today at 03:45
It's better than not confessing though.
And I've changed. For the most part these aren't things I'd do anymore.

DarkSpines0520/Nicholas - Today at 03:46
That bit with Carmen was about two weeks ago, if my sources are correct.
Two weeks.

Silly Hats - Today at 03:46
Yeah, that was a mistake of communication not intent
I didn't ask for any information I didn't have
I literally had nothing to gain by asking
I asked to make sure that Carmen wasn't lying.
and I prefaced it by saing . . .
Look, I'm gonna go back and get the chat logs
. . . I can't . . .
I'm not on any of the same servers and I deleted her icon in the DMs
But I prefaced the question by saying that I completely understand if she still doesn't want to answer

DarkSpines0520/Nicholas - Today at 03:52
I think what I was trying to do with all of this was show everyone what you've really done, and get the full story. Because to be honest, the people you've harassed, regardless if you've apologized a million times over, deserve some form of justice.

And I refuse to associate myself with someone who won't tell us everything up-front. Because as my main point throughout all of this was, "A single lie can lead to many more."

Silly Hats - Today at 03:52
Dark
People do a lot of shit wrong
All the time
On accident or on purpose
It's not possible to lay it all out for you
I'm trying to do the best I can because I feel like if I'm perfectly honest about all my shortcomings you can see that I never mean to do harm
And I may have fucked up. I know I did. I fucked up heaps in fact
But I'm willing to admit it, and I'm trying to improve.
I dredged through my memory to think of the things I did wrong, and I think if you did the same you'd probably see that I'm not as bad as you seem to think, I just . . . I'm not great at communication, or at least I wasn't.

Fez's Fuck Toy - Today at 03:56
Fez never lied, he just didn't think it was relevant.
You need to believe him on that.
Fez sometimes doesn't get subtext and implications, you gotta give him the benefit of the doubt.

Silly Hats - Today at 04:08
Dark . . . people uplift themselves and demonize their enemies. It happens all the time, and everyone does it. Even if only subconciously. I'm hoping that exposing everything I can think of and showing you the worst that I could be is enough to show you that I care. I think about this stuff. I know the things that I did wrong and I'm doing my best to fix it. People may think I'm evil, but I'm trying to be good, and I . . . I think I'm getting better.