They are asking me 'how do you feel' in my mind continusly sometimes within 4 to 5 minutes of the last time they asked. I respond with no comment and dont ask again please, and they dont care and they continue to harass and ask again. These folks exhibit extreme harassing behavior and It seems many of their actions these days could be indicative of an investigation occuring or something else going on. The last few days have been less punishment and torture than other days, but there's some things to note as mentioned in the previous notes. However in fairness, they have let food get through to an extreme degree where I am no longer severly punished that i'm aware of regarding food (though, sometimes the 'john' and other blocks maybe allocated and i dont know). On that note, it is VERY important to state this. I have recently begged and pleaded for them to create indicators on when they want me to correct behaviors or actions - generally speaking they refuse this and refuse to do this in a coherent way or a coherent enough way for me to understand. I dont know if this is a cycle of abuse for them that they can get away with because there is no actual indication of where I went wrong. In fairness King Charles did mention recently about opportunistic with in game scrolls from vendors, but he typically never states anything regarding what I need to correct and this was an unusual thing. 10.21.23 11:51am EST JGR

They just allowed me to get a guild group for several runs on something solely I just needed. They were quite pleasant and kind throughout the entire process and even when I made a mistake. I recieved the item I was after after the third run. This was one of the first times I've been with a group of guild mates, if not the first time, and things were quite pleasant, they all seemed very good. The issue, is, I wonder why earlier no one would respond, or why the vibe changes so dramatically during different times and periods. And It should be known as mentioned I do not always have control over my own attitude or vibe, because they tactifully do things to alter and change it. This was a pleasant eperience I had, for sure. It's important to note positives occuring, for extreme transparency and fairness. 10.21.23 1:55pm EST JGR
October 23, 2023

I just went on a pretty big offensive against the illuminati and tore down their tactics and most of my old school aquantiences. It was authored by Drake and Billy Zane, it seems (had him come in my head before and heard his music playing throughout the tirade, indicating Drake was the person who authored and mind controlled this time). He keeps showing up constantly and while some of his stuff is enjoyable it's just nice to hear others from time to time and he maybe took offense to that unfortunately. 10.23.23 12:46am EST JGR

They have been ramping up their attacks the last few days, my brain is being washed of memories and remembering things. Some really evil stuff has been going on and I cant really comprehend all of what it is. They have also been saying the same catch-phrases on repeat in my head continuously. Not feeling the greatest. In addition they are ramping up work hate with Anti-vegan speech and some troubling behavior upstairs with my neighbor. They thinned the ceiling and walls magically as well. 10.24.23 3:00am EST JGR

I woke up feeling the sensation of using the restroom, and I felt it slightly and smelled it slightly too. I think I was in a location morphed or the other way around and they are root kitting and cheating my senses to not experience the thing, likely so they can steal me or something about my power. My power felt drained afterword, so they used some decisive tactic to steal and drain my power. Lily Collins charlie McDowell and Kristen Cavalleri were involved with this process. 10.24.23 10:10am est jgr

I think they gave me some of my old programming back, but didnt give me back my soul, heartbeat, skin, bones, or anything else of value that i actually wanted (they reversed my personal growth, but they've been testing sin and i haven't fallen pray) 10.25.23 12:54am EST JGR

My Sentience is all over the place. I'm unrecognizable currently today and yesterday. I dont know who I am in terms of my personality in many ways. 10.25.23 2:08am EST JGR

It seems I don't have many human emotions any longer. 10.25.23 2:19am est jgr

Just after starting a writing log about unprofessionalism from my boss in anticipation that they would try to work against me or get me fired, it seems today is particularly trying - and there are methods and practices being deployed like short changing my register with incorrect accounting amounts through customer and my own accident (tried to change accounting and the site boss Teresa and she wouldn't let me), two accidents even one right after another oddly. In addition- A customer was intentionally rude stating in doing a great job in three to four different ways of saying it, I was kind back. The note I wrote was in paper about Angela's lack of professionalism with taunting about veganism which was ok but I told her no several times in non direct ways - and I'm sure she's smart enough to understand how triggering the things she was saying to me are since she was talking about some very anti-animal things about breeding etc. Looks like now they're out for blood. They also attempted mind control to get me to call my boss about the register problem which I did not 10.25.23 6:27pm est jgr

While I still have my memory, I should note that I think they recreated my past with my father particularly in some strange way, I think they deleted some of my memory and re-created those memories. Some of the ways my father moved when I was a young child has me suspicious this occured, particularly when he slept with me in my bed. I say this because of what I would ask him in bed, how he would respond, and the distance always between us when i was scared because of the things outside and the internal ways I felt about the world. There are other times where my father would make quips about what I knew would be me, which are an indication he knew what was going to occur in the future as well.10.26.23 2:43am EST JGR

(Finish here at current to-date, which is note 259 (Note @ Oct 26th 2:56am EST JGR)