20161127:

FluffBall ~fluffy@1BC33A1B.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP The
          police will certainly be interested in you kicking someone outing a
          peadophile. I expect monitoring will intensify as you are protecting
          one in that channel. I wonder if sane people such as Kazin agree
          with your stance. I will make particular mention of you in my report.
FluffBall ~fluffy@1BC33A1B.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP I
          assume you are one yourself? Ever touched a pre-teen boy or girl, etc?
FluffBall ~fluffy@1BC33A1B.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP I know
          how unstable you are. Fated's told me all about you.
FluffBall ~fluffy@1BC33A1B.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP How
          he's basically been tied to you for years, babysitting you.
FluffBall ~fluffy@1BC33A1B.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP Doesn't
          surprise me one bit.
FluffBall ~fluffy@1BC33A1B.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP You
          hurt him a lot, cos you're a dick. A total dick.
FluffBall ~fluffy@1BC33A1B.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP Justlyike you're being now.


20161229:

12:57PM � Lofty/#TechFurs pokes Chloe
12:58PM <Lofty> If you're going to ban someone please do a decent job at
          least. Ident only is one of the weakest methods. I recommend some
          research. Start with the original RFC maybe.
12:59PM <Lofty> Anyway, I've had no confirmation that kazin or Leonerd or
          Budrick agree with you. A good sign of a channel op is seeking
          consensus. I've been one, so just trying to help you out.

02:46PM [Lofty(~m9PwWQfsU@C6A6D8A3.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP)] you are such a dick.
          Only one who agrees with banning me.
02:47PM [Lofty(~m9PwWQfsU@C6A6D8A3.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP)] Be avading it
          shortly, it's okay.
02:48PM [Lofty(~m9PwWQfsU@C6A6D8A3.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP)] Have you ever seeked
          professional help? Just curious.
02:49PM [Lofty(~m9PwWQfsU@C6A6D8A3.C5331458.F83C43D7.IP)] There are a few NHS
          funded ppl around for personality disorders such as yours I
          understand.


02:59PM <Lofty> Chlose, for god sake read the RFCs.
02:59PM <Lofty> Chloe, sorry.
02:59PM <Lofty> You
03:00PM <Lofty> Sorry
03:00PM <Lofty> He's just...she's just so useless.

03:20PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I don't care. Your
          behaviour and unfortunately those of all channel ops have already
          been reported to the police as protecting a peadohpile. It's too
          late so you can keep me banned, I already informed kazin of the
          situation days ago.

03:20PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] You've put yourself
          in a very precarious situation and I wash my hands of it now.
03:21PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I wanted to protect
          Leonard as he's an old friend but never got a reply. Such is life.
03:22PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] Whether you unban me
          now or not is totally irrelevant.
03:22PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] Only two channels are
          'protecting' him.

03:25PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I try to give ample
          chance for people to make good, give reaons for their behaviour
          becuaese let's face it, life is *hard* but you never give any
          ground, so what was I to do, huh?
03:26PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I try to be tolerant
          and persmissive and all I get is hate.
03:29PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] If youy want to so
          something good, unban me. My involvement with him is over.
03:30PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] Bu7t I
03:30PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] But I'm in #10 other
          chans, not a bit deal.
03:31PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] *big*. Erf. Drinking
          so much over xmas is a bad idea.
03:33PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I'll summarise, you
          unban me from #techfurs, I will completely leave him alone. *shrugs*
03:34PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] But I won't shed
          tears if you don't.
03:38PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] although yes, his
          monitored usage was a concern for me originally.
03:39PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] He didn't admit it
          immeitately. I was a little upset.
03:40PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] i'm a bit proponent
          of internet anonymity and for reasons I think are very valid.
03:41PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] err, *big* proponent*
03:41PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] So Freenet and TOR,
          etc.
03:44PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I 'outed' him'
          because he touched a nerve. I regret it and have since apologised.
03:44PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] But according to you
          everyone knew anyway. *shrugs*
03:45PM [Lofty(~LF7b6fcI3@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] That's all I have to
          say.

20161230:

08:55AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I just wanted to say
          sorry if I was rude last time I spoke to you. I only vaguely
          remember the conversation but I've just been really quick to temper
          lately to the extent I'm really kind of worried about my state of
          mental health. I don't know if I mentioned the accident I had a
          couple of months ago and I don't want to sound like I'm making
          excuses but I was suicidal back then and ended up
08:55AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] with severe enough
          injuries that I'm still in some degree of pain even now as a result.

09:03AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] And shortly before
          that our house was vandalised three times in a month. I think I can
         safely say the last 6 months have been the worst of my life to be
          honest. Even putting it into words brings me close to tears. All the
          same I'm not looking for sympathy, just hope my behaviour is a
          little more understandable at least knowing this. :(
09:07AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] Until recently
          (before a few weeks ago) I'd be able to just check my logs to recap
          but someone eventually convinced me that without being able to
          guarantee the security of them, I was putting other people's privacy
          at risk so I turned it off (if you're wondering why I don't just
          look for myself).
09:13AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I honestly wish I
          could stop myself even coming on furnet tbh. I seem to get myself
          into a lot of trouble these days on here. I honestly don't think I
          have the willpower though. I'm isolated enough as it is. I can't
          even intentionally get myself k-lined due to sharing the connection
          with someone who also comes on here, heh. :\
09:18AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] It's ironic. I always
          tried to be careful in the past to not piss anyone off. I wouldn't
          even talk to people very often. Preferred to have no-one with a
          grudge against me than a mix of...I guess you could say 'friends and
          enemies'. Managed it pretty well until the last few years. *sighs*
09:26AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I do feel bad about
          what I did to Nutsy. It was pretty callous. I just completely lost
          my temper with him over something which...well...to me was a little
          dishonest...but I still should have had more self-control. I did
          apologise to him pretty soon afterwards but what's done is done
          unfortunately. :\
09:34AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] Anyway, I hope your
          xmas is going okay and everything. Again, I'm sorry if I offended
          you. In terms of ban-evasion, I did actually tell Kazin about it and
          he didn't do anything so I sort of felt I was entitled to be in
          there but I'm really not bothered if the ban stands or not as it's
          not a channel I really enjoy hanging out in very often. I imagine
          the chance of it covering anyone else who
09:34AM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] tries to go in there
          is pretty slim.


03:51PM [Lofty(~054sKOW1b@9257F1C5.5B5D7159.573A2C0.IP)] I have to go to bed
          (mesed up sleeping times I know). Just hope I can resolve this with
          no hard feelings. :\