Some Sadness Family Guest Nya~

Me: how did your parents treat you nya~ I just am curious and clueless nya~ but happy nya~ also worried about many things nya~ even though so much planted on me and grew on me nya~ for everything affects me greatly nya~.

Thee: My father left me and my mom used to treat me really bad but has changed a bit don’t get beat at much but I do get yelled at more.

Me: do they do it out of love and understand the affection nya~ and do they say I love you nya~.

Thee: I honestly have no clue but I only have my mom my dad has never contacted me since I was 5.

Me: *so then that means they did not say I love you and really won’t support you in life nya~ they have token care of you in sickness and some needs of survival but didn’t teach you any wisdom for knowledge to knowing nya~ have set you back more than moving towards your dreams and goals nya~ but the dreams are more for long term and have that infinite status on your life nya~ your two ends of the stick with relationships have gone down dramatically nya~ you feel alone and cry many more nya~ but understand you aren’t alone but wish to do something more nya~ is that right nya~?

Thee: I…
Hmm.

Me: they have the feelings of your parents being taught no life no nothing of your life means nothing nya~ probably have been affected by so much trauma nya~.

the dad probably couldn’t handle it nya~ arguing about the mom with some technical difficulties nya~.

something of your ability is not used at your full potential and you certainly aren’t at your best nya~ far from it nya~.

you feel burnt out and have no reason to engage in doing something better than just best nya~ other people on the internet is just in your way of something more nya~ but many didn’t know you nya~ you just wanted meaning nya~.

the authentic adorable but sadness is you nya~ but trying to understand is of the open arms for your heart to connect to others with perfect interaction and understanding nya~ for others nya~.

reason of your not doing your best at that also with many particular status of behavior nya~.

they taught you behavior that exceeds human failure nya~.

you are broken you need to be fixed nya~ but some of the happiness in your mind has full you to keep going nya~.

your mom tried many things nya~ but gave up which is the frustration now is thinking about her own past nya~.

she feels ruined but not acceptable in access to her own best nya~ for her best was just plucking emotions left and right while acting them base on her parents nya~ further towards the edge of something that could only mean many actions aren’t prepared for nya~ and the perfection did not lean into this now you are nya~.

will you stay comf with me nya~ that is your best thing of wishes nya~ but your whole life has been uncomfortable nya~ you have eaten good nya~ but wonder of time and reason is this enough nya~ while sobbing in enlightened feelings nya~.

that alone of your art has shown you many reasons of many thing’s that got you here nya~ they have told you history of how things came to be nya~ arguments something has to be only for mom affected you more nya~ such sad voice only to feel you more left behind of many things nya~ like nothing can fix you nya~.

mom had not many friends have been somewhere else nya~.

I think that is all nya~ many mysteries but also many possibilities of reason and where you are nya~.

how all things are connected in such a way that also makes others criminals nya~ you could have been worse than this nya~.

congratulation on living such a painful life nya~ physical and emotional nya~ I hope you will feel the love others to care and not going against you nya~ like people who are supposed to be for you are against you nya~ many of this also means that your mother did not know her place nya~ she was underprepared nya~ and has made you not prepared nya~.

she has thought to take care of you and make you bloom but the stress she has taken also affected her soul nya~ and is dying in bed laying and wondering probably just existence of her own nya~.

tell of the story that of time has depended upon love and that is why you made it nya~ of course no one knows how the love formed but it’s necessary for all nya~ if not that she would have dumped you in the trash at age 8 nya~ maybe even for how she handled expense and care nya~ taxes and worth of savings nya~ but probably did not do so nya~ who knows what games you liked and how you and what did you have nya~ many things but the most important thing is telling your mother it isn’t her fault and you love her nya~ and you tried your best even if your stuck here in your own head nya~ maybe formula this all to your own existence of experience nya~ for that is always the best way nya~ have fun in your head of connection nya~ think days of it and surely it will sink in to your soul of all understanding nya~.

Me: Sad hug.
Thee: crying hug.