depression

wickedrose9: but now that i know you feel this way.... would you truely be fine with just being friends? dont lie to me
xXLoveBitterXx: my feelings for u wont stop but ill always be ur friend even tho u dont want more
wickedrose9: but thats just it you want more dont you?
xXLoveBitterXx: if u dont want more im fine with it
wickedrose9: fine then lets be friends if your fine with it -smiles-
xXLoveBitterXx: if that wat makes u happy
wickedrose9: it doesnt make me happy because i know it doesnt make you happy stupid i see right through your words
wickedrose9: now get off the floor
xXLoveBitterXx: make me
wickedrose9: lolz
xXLoveBitterXx: i feel like im gonna puke -hides my face and carves my leg with a razor-
wickedrose9: wth
wickedrose9: what are you doing are you cutting yourself?
xXLoveBitterXx: i use to alot wish i could sometimes but i have ppl that with put me into a place i wouldnt like
xXLoveBitterXx: will*
wickedrose9: -drops to the ground and grabs the razor tightly closes my hand blood begins to pour down my arm-
wickedrose9: dont do such things be hurting youself you hurt others
wickedrose9: by*
xXLoveBitterXx: -tears goes down and opens ur hand and throws it off the cliff and screams - what the fuck are u doin r u frikkin crazy
xXLoveBitterXx: dont hurtself like that
wickedrose9: i want you to know that it hurts me when you hurt yourself when your sad... when your not smiling...