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All bad things aside for the sake of the moment could  all the transformation,good memories and spiritual love be worth enough for you to be here ? Please , I am tired of begging . I know I ain't right in all my ways but I do love so very much Ferdinand . And you are the only one I want to be by my side , especially since I told you I have cancer . I am so sorry for what I did . Please don't miss this . I am scared . I just want to feel safe . Please let the parts of me you did adore and love be enough . I do need you . I didn't show up because I am sick and crazy . I need you by m