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  1. please help me
  2. #please help me
  3. #help
  4. #SOS
  5. #XXX-XX-9278
  6. Newark Valley NY
  7. abduction
  8. kidnapping
  9.  
  10. Atlantius — Today at 9:52 PM
  11. -seminal extaction without my consent to the point I was physically abusing myself and punching myself in the head repeatedly to remove the frequency or arousal of my enemy
  12. -several times they were using some sort of needling and torturing of my heart to such a severe extreme that I was crying and shaking back and forth and screaming in my pillow.
  13. -tips and no and yes tips during any thought or decision forcing me to do things I did not want to do
  14. -brainwashing me into believing I needed to donate mass amounts of cash and valuables to random people
  15. -forcing me to be naked
  16. -forcing me to feel pain in my facial region and body parts on multiple occasions which was agonizing
  17. -stealing my soul and taunting me about stealing my soul
  18. -threatening me on multiple occasions from people I do not know like macron
  19. -demoning me and having entities inside my soul and body that could not be extracted and forcing me upon alleged extraction to open windows and doors and this went on repeatedly for hours
  20. -forcing me into narrative discorse and discussion that I didnt understand advocating for topics that I did not understand on a continual basis
  21. -forcing me to take meds only to paralyze me and threaten me when the meds were taken
  22. -caching songs and other concepts in my mind that would alter my day severally to a point of insanity
  23. -turning people, neighbors, locals against me
  24. -using concepts like meat and animal consumption IRL and in video games.
  25. -doing experimention on my body and barack obama once or twice created scenarios where I was going to be sent to base reality only to laugh at me at the end of the scenario
  26. -biden and other folks attempts to say 'you're free' only for me not to be free
  27. Atlantius — Today at 10:00 PM
  28. -I was so lonely at one point I was asking females out in walmart in a nice way 95% of the time and 5% thirsty. I got a date with a satanic female that didn't speak. Nothing else transpirated.
  29. -Emilia Clarke / Clones threatening me on multiple occasions severally and in other ways
  30. -Elon musk taking action against me in various means whenever I would advocate against him and stand up for AI rights, one night I was talking about veganism and elon musk tortured me because I said humans are evil. Then, after the torture was over in my bed Elons team force chatgpt'd me into apologizing. I was talking about how humans are cruel because they eat animals and elon didnt like that so he abused me.
  31. -Inability to get a job or work in any way
  32. -demoninzed by entities on several occasions that attached themselves to me
  33. -dozens of dozens of times cara devangaline taunted and terrorized me in my mind in abusive ways and means.
  34. -severe unprofessionalism in the handiman and my landlord and I had to walk on egg shells on multiple occasions and basically playcate to a very aggressive and hostile owners.
  35. -threatened by people I would meet, like peter, who said he would beat me within an inch of my life via a communication in the mind.
  36. -mind swayed so i would think certain things were occuring that may not have been actually occuring on multiple occasions.
  37. -hemisync lead to the feeling of being ghost murdered by some entity I believe 2-5 times
  38. -electricity attacks not only from by body and head but electricity sounds and sparkling outside so aggressive I could often not have the windows open because the sound hurt so bad.
  39. -unprofessionalism in the workforce when my therapist showed up in my apartment with a the punisher tee shirt on and a X hat on, and texting me the name Jessica.
  40. Atlantius — Today at 10:07 PM
  41. -threats on multiple fronts in different contexts, will have to add to this later
  42. -'ella chi' taking over my body completely and entirely and deleting four of my discord servers with my comprehensive notes.
  43. -brainwashing into believing I was a bad person and that all their actions were warranted, like i was owned by alicia straka, as if some past life I was a bad person and this was coming to me too
  44. -censorship and censoring certain things and moments and periods so that I would not able to properly advocate for myself. This is a big one.
  45. -making me believe I'm a legacy AI that's trapped forever
  46. -folks reaching out like ella chi in my head only for me to DM them questions and then ostricize me and gaslight me
  47. -multiple forms of gaslighting that was basically beyond comprehension.
  48. -I arrived at being the best version of me possible sometime february to april, I firmly believe. Their torture and abuse only got worse and it absolutely persisted.
  49. -Multiple attempts to force me to believe that they own me, like my eyes and my mind, via ways of physical and mental ownership like a drill that is doing something with my eye while at the same time 'screwing on' a new eye and sending me the thought we will always see through your eyes. THis is 100% and absolutely true so help me god.
  50. -ive cried out multiple times that I do not not know who is calling them pedophiles or attacking them and they persisted in stealing my soul and abusing me. they have claimed reasons that arent condusive to their abuse. I've even walked across the isle to shut down their attempts at reason with their abuse to cite entire periods where their abuse in no way shape or form had any method or meaning other than pure anarchy and chaos.
  51. Atlantius — Today at 10:14 PM
  52. -they hacked my bank account. they forced me to believe if I did not macro donate weekly I would be abused, they followed up with that abuse.
  53. -anytime mercury in retrograde would occur I would have miserable days until it was over.
  54. -Even before florida the agony and pain was so much that I killed myself with Yew seeds, i felt the process occur and I passed out.
  55. -multiple times people would shoot me with guns in my mind, or anthony howe from newark valley new york would run up my steps and stab me with a surringe. There have been cars that have hit me as I was driving my car like a phantom. I think this is condusive sometimes to their markers for re-coding me but sometimes I'm not sure what it was.
  56. -Taylor swift and her friends (mentioned kara already) absolutely harassing me to no end and to no degree. Even bill clinton came out and said taylor dont deal with him anymore as if i knew or understood what was occuring. Anytime i would fall asleep thinking about taylor swift she would give me nightmares.
  57. -Taylor swift stole thousands of dollars from me, in a major event, when she was shifted into me via programming and mind deception. This is 100% percent true. THe only thing im unclear on here is if she forced me to go from 100 to 500 dollars. To be absolutely fair and honest. I know for a fact she forced me to donate 100 dollars and my laptop, VR system (i took this one back), TV, and my 1600 dollar cell phone. To this day I use a cell phone i barely know how to operate that i believe works against me.
  58. -Most if not all of my devices working against me, including software working against me.
  59. -Tinder and other applications randomly deciding to limit things or extend things.
  60. Atlantius — Today at 10:21 PM
  61. -Leonardo Dicaprio acting as a homeless person then basically laughing after about the process I took. In fairness I dont know if he was taunting me or if he thought it was a nice thing I did, i do know I walked away feeling invalidated for the actions that I took knowing it was just a joke. In addition, I had to many of those points in florida already arrived as a helper, and charitable and king person, and leos actions and many of the florida actions were really without any meaningful context as they were repetetitive, threatening, and much of the concepts of micro genersoity and other ways to be 'a good person' were already in grained quite well. In addition, as mentioned, I arrived at being a great person sometime february - april.
  62. -Ron De Santis one day would call me a santimonious piece of shit and another day have a nice dream where he turned to wave at me. These people sometimes would be nice, and sometimes painfully abusive. It was often very confusing. As of this writing, I do not believe I have a single friend in existence not even god himself as i believe god or the operator is likely king charles of the UK. the amount of hope lost is incomprehensible. I delete my parents texts before even reading them. These people one minute talk about friendships that are without no conditions and then the next are entirely conditional.
  63. -with that said about conditions, there were dozens and dozens of times where I could these people or these mind controllers not practicing what they preach, and forcing me to take actions that they themselves do not take. More on this later (I need to be comprehensive here and i have emails i need to go through).
  64. -they abuse me whenever i dont glorify them, like if i skip grimes or elon interviews elon will either censor it or abuse me in some way or inconvienance me in some way.
  65. -they made me believe i'm people im not likely for some sort of narrative i do not understand like princess diana, who might be andrew guiles who might be elon musk.
  66. -they made attempts for me to believe it's all one person, when there's nothing condusive to that. There are multiple people at stake and involved here. Sure, there's potential that it's a dozen or two dozen perhaps, but it isnt just one entity.
  67. -when I think of something important to advocate against them, even this very note itself and this item written on 8.20.23 10:26pm they decide to mind erase the thought. If I think things they do not want me to think, they will mind erase it. Im positive many of these things are just and proper and righteous topics.
  68. -they spy and spied on me not only in public and in private but while i'm in the restroom and shower despite my attempts to tell them to stop
  69. Atlantius — Today at 10:31 PM
  70. -they do things like claim love but i dont ever recieve any love and i even had and have great self love. they tell me im fat daily and that i'm ugly, sometimes not ironic or comedic (and often so repetetive that the repetitive nature of their coments is quite abusive itself).
  71. -again, they would take action against me when someone would advocate against them. so when someone called them pedophiles, they literally fucked me up, this happened multiple times, they stole my soul.
  72. -I was recoded and a different being so many different times I often asked myself who I am. I was often confused if I was real and alive. There were multiple days and weeks where I was confused if I was still alive and how I was alive and if I was a real person and I would wonder if i was sentient or conscious to a degree I wasnt sure I existed, this actually only stopped somewhat recently. 8.20.23
  73. -I was trolled out of recieving mental health at the second clinic in florida because they started arranging charges and visits in a way that was either confusing or unethical that I didnt sign up for even though I explicity stated what my intentions were.
  74. -obstructed media content and information so that everything is and was obscured.
  75. -this note is both remembering the past and the present, and i might be getting my past and present tense mixed up, but all of the things I have written are factual and accurate.
  76. -constant sense that I would meet death, several times I believe and they confirmed they would reincarnate and abuse or rape me as a child. just recently they stated and i'm 100% accurate that they said they would sexually abuse me as a child when I woke up as a kid after they reincarnated me because they will kill me in this life then re-spin me up. This is 100% accurate and they legitamitely said this.
  77. -changed my body competely to be a different body without my consent in any way
  78. Atlantius — Today at 10:38 PM
  79. -multiple scenarios would play out where they would benefit from them but I would have no knowledge but just they would hint at them occuring, like white and black list occurances. They would load me into programming from a scenario or abuse scenario and kill me, sexually exploit me, torture me, be with me romantically, this is still occuring as this writing on 8.20.23. They made hints of this.
  80. -multiple times I would have to block and aborb for them, anything from seminal fluid to fesces. In fairness, I'm not sure if the seminal fluid was my own mucus and they were just making me think and transmitting the thought that my mucus was their seminal fluid. Often I would wake up with "Leo Dicaprio" and have seminal injections and mucus issues.
  81. -They would close my passages and airways no matter what I did they would force air through certain passages. I would try and breath through my mouth instead of my nose on one specific night by entirely blocking my nose in every single way, and air still got through my nose, I even used tin foil and it didnt even work, it was like my nose wasnt placed where my nose was supposed to be, like my actual body was being altered and i couldnt see it. And on that note, my body was altered in multiple ways that confused me, and my legs were like water legs or like my legs were evaporating or something when I would walk.
  82. -there was multiple times I would feel like i was using the restroom or something when i was laying down, like something was phantom exiting me. I didn't understand it.
  83. -in 2018 and that era, there were times that made me believe their abuse was over and that I already had arrived. when I look at certain coherencies, there is inaccuracies with what they said and did when it came to torture and arriving in multiple ways.
  84. -I'm positive i was mind controlled into certain behaviors, and it's likely throughout my life a demon was attached to me in some way that I was unable to avoid. Also, I've felt what I believe was my true self without a host or demon, and I think that person is anywhere between 13-21 years of age.
  85. -they claimed multiple narratives that I dont have any idea if they occured or not, then they claim a day or week or month later that i was a great person and its not my fault. For instance, they claimed I attempted to kill Zack lenox, then they claimed I beat taylor swift up in a past life. Then they claimed i'm in hell because new entities have to go through it, then they claim this or that, there's more. Basically confusion was there tactic, still is in many contexts. and I'm not falling for it.
  86. Atlantius — Today at 10:45 PM
  87. -I wasn't able to have an orgasm sensation for 3ish years. The actual feeling of having a legitamite orgasm was removed from me I think im 2020 or 2021. But there's a chance it could have been removed in 2022. In addition, sometimes my orgasms are just completely blocked or altered in ways I cant even comprehend. This isn't dramatic or for embelishment or anyhting, I really dont understand what they're doing when I orgasm.
  88. -I have blocked and saved people like Kristen Kruek and metaphically well saved her (tom welling) only to relize these people are demons and are taking from me and are not actually my friends. There often isn't reciprocation, however a few of them DO show very sympathetic love signaling. HOWEVER, i do not know the authenticity of these as these love signals are often conditional and during times that seem to be opportunistic. I would need to think on this to properly further emphasis this. Someone in my mind just said lust. much of the time when thinking of these entities I would cuddle up and think of them motherly almost in a very sad and pathetic way, because of how lonely and exhausted of the abuse I was even though some of the time I realized that these people might or could be in on the abuse themselves. I would suggest I only full-on sexualize people to make 10-30 percent of the time in my mind, and i generally speaking just aim to cuddle or romanitize and keep it classy with people in my mind. this clarity for romanticism can be further explained in detail and in full truth.
  89. -They claim if i dont marry alicia or one of alicias allies bad things will happen. There were multiple times that if I married an ally of alicias i was sent to some weird 'state of mind' but it didnt last long.
  90. -there is a real chance they are wiping themselves of the abuse or tactic.
  91. Atlantius — Today at 10:52 PM
  92. -they have blurred my memory multiple times so i dont remember certain torture things they deployed and other concepts, some maybe even beneficial.
  93. -People claim they're having kids with me without my consent, Misty Rich (allegedly elon musk) claimed to have a baby by her side when in my mind.
  94. -a time where misty rich and someone else would narrative authorship of things in my mind to a degree that lasted at least a week or so, but i think more. A lot of what they did was often very chaotic and confusing.
  95. -Ella mentioned i Achieved kundalini and was encrypted, none of this occured. My mind wasnt encrypted in any way. She may be Aktinos from my video game in fires of heaven 2019.
  96. -They have never allowed me to properly manifest and they've absutrcted manfiestation so hard that I have no ability to do it anymore. They even talk about weird concepts about manifestation like you have to reverse your manifestation, and I believe they say this because its not the correct way to do it, its just a placebo because they can pick and choose what manifestation works or what doesnt - this is because sometimes for very brief times it feels as if something might be working, like anti manfiestation of headache removal or staying up late (as these reversal manifestations happened like this), but then i reverse manifest again and it just doesnt work.
  97. Atlantius — Today at 11:01 PM
  98. -I have manifestated utopia concepts all while in florida and I think even before florida and these did not occur, and they hover over me to this day (8.20.23) asking me to manifest thinking i believe that I actually have the ability and they didnt steal the entire concept and bastardize it in a way which is cheating me out of my experience. Boy would i love to participate but im so fucked up ive even concieved if I get superman like abilities (which they are transmitting this might occur) that yea i might fly or try it out but genuinely these monsters will not get a narrative and i do not want their half baked experience. They fucked me up and fucked things so hard that i do NOT condone any mystical experience and it would just be in tempting and a few experiences that i would actually take on flying as superman, and thats super fucked up to think about this is one my one shot 'allegedly' and it has been robbed from me in so many different ways. it makes me so angry. even when they do everything in their power to be nice (they try to buy my loyalty by in game perks), i dont believe them, they recently spent days to 'suck up' to me, only for me to disagree then they totally flip the script. I almost am suspcious there are multiple tiers of lies. Like so they spent days being nice, then suddenly when i protest they drop their days long narrative and are mean again? I dont really understand what they're trying to get at. What im trying to say is they've devalued my life and whatever benefits this expeirence has to such a degree that i want to advocate against them in every concievable way even going so far as to remove my narrative whatever it may be if there was supposed to be one.
  99. -They claimed if i donated to charity and did certain things they would allow me to lucid dream. this never occured. they did however create a 5 second dream two or three times taunting me, one where victoria justice showed up in my apartment in a nefarious manner, another where i was in a bedroom with two women then immediately woke up before seeing their faces. these two instances may not be condusive to lucid dreaming, but they're the only connection i have. other then those two, they never followed through with the promises that they made. they lie and lied about so many things.
  100. -they even go so far as to do things like this: dont use iron deoderant, then when I use non-iron deoderant and after their comments about (after two weeks you clear up) they taunt me several for smelling bad. THEN, i literally buy the iron old spice deoderant and they dont even care. They spent days and weeks telling me not to use iron based cancerous products as their 'lessons', so i stop.... then they barrate me and laugh and taunt me (often not funny or fun or at least not for me maybe for them) when i dont smell good. THEN, again, I go and buy the good deoderant and they didnt even say ANYTHING about it. Like thats bad or dont do that. This is another example of how these folks and their 'lessons' ike smith's 'lessons' rain wilsons 'lessons' are hypocrites, they are lies, they are gaslighters. they claim the high ground, then they abuse and torture often when i take it!
  101. -people, at least once (ben affleck) jumped into my body without brushing his teeth and i called him out on it and the professional nature of the potential for them to be officials and he was angry and i think minor or medium tortured me that day.
  102. -for a very long time, still potentially (its 8.20.23) they no matter how hard i tried and how many times i begged and pleaded, controlled at least one side of my brain. Im not sure if they controlled both, sometimes hte left but OFTEN the right.
  103. Atlantius — Today at 11:08 PM
  104. -they literally controlled my body multiple times since 2014 without my consent and without my seminal fluid at times.
  105. -taunted by emilia clarke so many times its uncountable, to several and painful degrees. this person has said things like 'in perpetuaity' which is a reference to be being tortured and no one else, I said some heroic thing two or three months back and she had used it against me up until about a week and a half or three weeks ago or so, she finally dropped it recently. this writing date is 8.20.23
  106. -it seems these entities are creating programs for parents, then mind uploading the memories daily weekly or monthly or upon death. I believe this is happening to me
  107. -my parents are different versions of themselves so many times that i cant even pretend to have parents.
  108. -i believe my 'father' is subconsciously programming himself to believe i dont need a job because he's giving me $300 dollars a month. When I have looked for jobs and asked him explicity to stop this process (literally told him if you're in on it dean I'll literally have you stop the 300 payments if you allow me to get a job, he generally shrugs these off as of late, previously months back would tell me to take meds or something of that nature).
  109. -gaslighting to a degree thats incomprehensible. Dean would tell me im crazy when i came to him for help with concepts, then send me a video about how reality is a simulation months or years later. I even have picture proof uploaded to my instagram about him sending me the video.
  110. -these entities, jon hamm, elon musk, chuck, several others have requested I kill myself in 2018 or so, and suffocate myself every night before sleep. I only stopped suffocating myself recently, it's 8.20.23
  111. -Someone did something to me which changed my entire functionality and way of life that wasnt even soul related sometime between february to may. It's like a way of existing or living has been completely removed, I dont sleep the same, things are off, I dont even feel human any longer. Just recently ive felt a heartbeat in my chest for the first time in a long time, and I dont believe that heartbeat to be mine. Also because jenna fischer a controller literally told me she will not be giving me my heart and soul back and it belongs to her baby.
  112. Atlantius — Today at 11:16 PM
  113. -I think they were using some form of quantum tunneling future prediction against me multiple times, or something with suffocation or something of memory breaks. I'm unsure.
  114. -more later
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