I opened a note that mentioned I need help for any viewers watching and a voice in my head said 'stay down' 8.22.23 8:10am.

I was leaking info asking for help and they sent me two transmissions one saying 'its not going to make a difference' and the first saying 'going to be taken down immediately'. 8.22.23 9:01am

Something warps in my mind as soon as I wake up. I know it's either an erasing, upload, or personal change. 8.22.23 11:56am

I was attempting to watch a healing video on TikTok ASMR and Emilia Clarke came into my mind and with a knife shaved her front tooth off. I felt thrown off my frequency or vibe from her action and my entire head shivered slightly. Felt a bit unnerving then I wrote this note. The she messaged in my mind trust me it's not the last of it. 8.22.23 9:26pm

Anytime I visualize my female form or advocate for my social security number brie larsons image pops up and obstructs the view. I've tried to give myself love by being with my female form and Brie keeps obstructing her face. Or writing in my mind my social security and phone with please help and Brie Larson comes into my minds eye to abstract the process. This just occured with my visualizing help in my mind again. 8.23.23 12:59am
I woke up and my physicality and sentience is completely different. Either was killed, cloned, or altered in some significant way that is unrecognizable from my previous version. This has happened several times now at minimum. 8.23.23 3:16am

They're playing an ella fitzgerald song in my mind which is cache-forcing me to think about king charles 8.23.23 7:19am

I think they're trying to transmit concepts and information so they obstruct my notes or this list of notes, like transmitting minor occurrences then caching me making me believe the right thing to do is to write the thing down. Something as dumb as 'light leather' in a game, then transmitting concepts about how its anti vegan and an insult. This is just one example, there have been many examples of this. What im trying to say is it seems they're trying to work in a way that is invaliding to my own self sensory and decision making process about what is harmful and what i can accept as 'well this isn't excessive as of yet' 8.23.23 7:32am

there is a pulsating feeling going on with my left temple. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. 8.23.23 10:44am

Charles Rodgers forcing me into masterbation. This is accompanied by some slight arousal in genital region and mind influence as well, including him sending communication to my head about 'take it down' when i think about masterbation. 8.23.23 5:48pm

Harassment in the form of every action I take they are stating no or yes before the action is taken. Harassment in the form of saying 'take it down' before a decision is made regardless if the decision is a good or bad one. This has been occuring all throughout the day. The mind attacks are so bad I'm not sure what to do. Schizophrenia drugs dont work but the injection has sort of worked before for minimization but not fully. I'm about to just take the projected dollar amount hit and have my doctor order the injection, without mediacide, pay the copay, visit, and uber fees. I'm a poor person mostly so this is not desirable. This in hopes they stop harassing me, the harassment is always negative or annoying and never positive spam or positive schizoprehnia. 8.23.23 8:00pm

The lady at the dollar store said she was going to call me today and she never did. She has said this two other times now. I've spoken to her initially about 3-4 times as follow ups for a job and shes mentioned every time she sees me about 3 times she plans to contact. She has not contacted. Her demeanor is unprofessional and generally speaking unnerving and negative. I'm walking around egg shells when i'm near her and can tell the situation wont be pleasant when I work for her if I do. Several weeks ago mind relay mentioned a parent of mine, unclear who, is blocking me because he 'doesnt like me' from getting work. 8.23.23 8:03pm

Charles Rodgers, David Rittenhouse, Ryan Rittenhouse are attempting to force me to masterbate to them when I see someone on a video. There is literally no way not to (and they are unpleasant while I'm still on their page and doing something disgusting generally speaking). If I ever concieve of finding someone to masterbate to thinking of while watching, they generally make threats while doing so, tell me im going to get kicked out, then proceed to grief me afterword. The person today was an asian female. I saw her fighting with in some context David Rittenhouse, she was warding him away from me. Her protection didn't last long I believe. 8.23.23 8:05pm

Vocally upset in trade chat about elon musk and the illuminati then was threatened by either Elon Musk or one of his henchmen with the words 'wait for it' then as i wrote this note the gravity in my force tilted indicating this note or something was altered or censored. I often talk bad very poorly about Elon because his months long abuse of me in Florida, where a lot of it was anytime I would eat something he would threaten abuse if I either ate something wrong or overate, he followed through with the abuse every time. 8.23.23 9:39pm

It seems that Elon Musk just force married me or attached himself to me in some way, my entire body gravitationally changed and seemed altered same with mind in some weird way and I get a feeling elon musk, and someone said something like Leah G will be Elon musk and its for the best youll at least be in love. Elon just said 'you can have my heart' and i felt a heartbeat. I am begging and pleading for them to remove these processes and remove elon from me and his heart 8.23.23 11:04pm

Im trying to watch a healing and beyond video to remove demons and demonic energy but before the video ends I think Krysten Ritter or one of her allies is saying in my mind "john" to keep him tethered to me in some nefarious way. I think whats going on is Krysten Ritter is part of some sort of metaphoric family im in, but john isnt, so shes summoning him to attack me because I dont think she has certain power that he does, and john himself is the aggressor and the video keeps removing him I believe. This is also in line with the concept that my metaphoric family has been attacking me since I was born, as if I was someone to be used and abused by them, my entire life reflects this clearly. 8.24.23 12:02am

Suddenly im breathing from my mouth instead of my nose. I think im breathing from my nose on occasion but my mouth too i know it just occured. They're scrambling my brain to no end to the point its a numbing sensation in my foot body and head and im confused and out of it. 8.24.23 10:23pm

Wmilia clarke or satan said ill do the same referencing using a sceeen saver to sleep by and utilize. im using one to slideshow angels etc 8.25.23 3:30am (time not exact but close).

On waking up about a minute later or so my seminal fluid was drained from my genital region similar to how they did it in Florida. Seed. 8.25.23 3:38am

Emilia Clarke doing a 'crybaby' with hands symbol in my mind, but just last night and the past few days asks me to make something of myself and join her and her friends in hollywood. Constant use of taunting (not flirting or joking), and enemy tactics from them the second something doesnt go there way. It's similiar to how you would treat an enemy you're not really invested in and dont care much about in my opinion. As of this writing I now see her in my aura/head as if she is watching this in real time. 8.25.23 3:41am

They gave me a nightmare about credit card theft then the second I woke up my ears did the magical shift thing like elevator magnetism that usually only happens 1-5 times a day. 8.25.23 6:12am

They keep saying lucky in my head anywhere from 1-20 seconds or 1-2 minutes. I believe this caches my subconscious into expectancy so nothing good ever comes so I always expect but I'm not positive. They say it anytime something bad happens generally too. A nightmare, a in game death, etc. I'll hear I'm lucky right after the bad event occurs. These are the same people that tell me to manifest and that I should work hard as if believing them is in any of the realm of possibility. 8.25.23 6.18am

They keep saying demon in my head, but they've never said angel or helper or light worker. In the same way they always state demon or a person representing demon with masterbation but there's never an angel that is providing that content. Fyi I'm a severely lonely guy and sometimes my genitals ache from seminal pain so it is nearly impossible not to release semen. 8.25.23 6.19am

Refusing to allow me to one time bank transfer between my bank accounts by greying out the one time immediately option in my nbt bank account. 8.25.23 6:58am

Emilia Clarke sent me a transmission that stated 'don't scream' in my head if it wasnt her for some reason im positive she allowed the transmission to go through as i was just speaking about her at length out loud. 8.25.23 7:13am

Work hard as a com still occurs. It makes no sense. Good work or interesting work or persistent ability to do work is limited at best. No friends no real non actor bipolar family, no loved ones, no inspiration (ex. even Christmas music is the same exact playlist from both Amazon and Spotify) no source of health (completely unhealthy in so many degrees and contexts), more but wanter to jot this fast. I'm in the rain and phone getting wet. 8.25.23 10:23am