bye

 “This is probably my last message to all of you. I do not value your friendship if you do not want to continue it. If you do. Please, understand I only am doing this. This is one of the things, I feel like is important. My concern is that you are happy, even though, my parents won’t let me have any access to electronics anymore forever. My regards are that that your guy’s wellbeing is all that’s helping me go through life happily. I do not value your feelings if you feel bad for me. I value your acceptance and your self driven need from your heart to continue our friendship. If you don’t it’ll be fine. I am getting the help I need for these feelings.If I do get the use of my electronics taken away. I do not know if I’ll be okay. Knowing that the people I’ve met are okay is my dying wish. I know it might sound like I’m lying. But I feel like every human makes mistakes. And that’s why I ask for your acceptance. I will take all your advice and love if dont get my access to electronics taken away. However those feelings have to come from your heart. If you are actually concerned or scared about what I am saying right now. Is that if you are scared for me. Add my number. Just in case my access to electronics won’t be taken away. My number is 213-628-4511. I would love to continue our friendships even if I just met you or if met you last year. If you don’t want to, it’s fine. However if you do add my number. Just know my access to electronics maybe taken away. If that does happen. Please remember that’s the reason I’m not replying to your texts. It’s not because I’ve done something I shouldn’t have. It’s because of that reason.”