Taylor - Gamer’s mind

I should have been enraged, or at least overwhelmed with grief. Instead I only felt a weird kind of dull numbness.

I'd heard that psychopaths were that way partially because they couldn't feel fear. Part of the reason people could empathize with others was that they'd experienced similar emotions before and could empathize.

The Gamer's mind kept me from feeling fear. Did that also mean that I'd never really feel sadness, or love, or anything?

I could probably feel rage, if what I'd heard about gamers was true.

Maybe being a psychopath wouldn't be that bad, if it let me do what I was planning to do.

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The beginning