Taylor - No conscience

Staring at my hands, I wondered why they weren't shaking. They were supposed to shake after killing someone.

Was I really a psychopath? Or did it not really feel real to me, in the same way that Dad's death still didn't feel real.

Was that all Gamer's mind did? Did it make everything feel distant and unreal so that you could kill people without guilt?

Or would I have never felt guilt, not really, and this was part of myself that I simply had never had a chance to discover.

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Wind