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Oregairu Vol 13 Chapter 2

Feb 29th, 2020
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  1. Chapter 2: Insistingly, Isshiki Iroha Has Something to Confirm
  2.  
  3.  
  4. The windows aside were dyed with the colors of the sunset.
  5.  
  6. A dark blue presence slowly stretched itself from the other side of the sky, the flickering
  7. road lamps illuminates the path for the leaving students.
  8.  
  9. Even though the length of daylight has slightly extended, night still seems to have fallen
  10. rather early. The total silence from the soccer field where most sports club operate on
  11. tells me that the school gates will soon close.
  12.  
  13. The time spent in the staff room wasn't too long, but enough to change the scenery
  14. within the campus. As if we have lost our sense of time within that small isolated space.
  15.  
  16. Within that tiny gap of time where I looked away from the windows, things continued to
  17. change.
  18.  
  19. Even by now, as I walk on this short path that leads me from staff room to the student
  20. council room, new circumstances might have arose without me realizing it.
  21.  
  22. Being aware of the changes that could happen in any minute, I made haste on my
  23. footsteps.
  24.  
  25. This passageway with no presence of anyone other than myself, is filled up by the
  26. sunset's afterglow.
  27.  
  28. In comparison to the special block or new school building that has better lighting, the
  29. transparent windows being the only light source here gives off a more chilling sensation,
  30. while during winter things would look much more colder in this corridor.
  31.  
  32. The sounds of footsteps echoed within the chilly air.
  33.  
  34. Not the lively flapping kind of footsteps, nor the bold heavy kind of footsteps, but mushy
  35. sounds of footsteps that gave off a sense of wetness.
  36.  
  37. As I'm in a hurry, I walked in an awkward way, where I can feel one my shoes stepping
  38. on the heel of the other at times.
  39. But I can't stop just yet.
  40.  
  41. Not stopping is already a big improvement by itself.
  42.  
  43. My body felt lighter after the talk with Hiratsuka sensei.
  44.  
  45. I now have a clear image of the things that I want to do, the things that I wish to own.
  46.  
  47. Ignore anything unnecessary, throw away the questions accumulated in my mind, stop
  48. thinking about those concerns that loomed in my heart.
  49.  
  50. Leave everything else behind, keeping only the mission, and work on it like a robot.
  51.  
  52. As long as this can be solved, its fine to shove everything else aside, what I must do now,
  53. is to seek for every single option that I could make use of.
  54.  
  55. As I kept walking, I have reached the very end of the afterglow in the passageway.
  56.  
  57. The seemingly continuous flow of windows were replaced by the walls that links to the
  58. student council room.
  59.  
  60. The door to the student council room was closed shut, and no voices were heard from
  61. the inside, making my own breathing the only sound audible to me. I took some time to
  62. regulate my breath in order to calm myself down.
  63.  
  64. It has been a few days since I've ever met Yukinoshita and Iroha, the last time we met, is
  65. the day when Yukinoshita's mother came over to the school to request for the
  66. cancellation of the prom. Our last conversation being a refusal that hardly counts as a
  67. proper talk.
  68.  
  69. Which is why staying calm and composed is crucial to what happens next. If any one of
  70. us have our feelings take over ourselves, it will be impossible for us to reach a common
  71. ground.
  72.  
  73. Alright, this shouldn't be that big of a problem, after all my emotions have died off to the
  74. point that it has reached a negative value! But wait, isn't that worse?
  75.  
  76. Can I do it? Can I do it? (Heartbeat rises)...Ah yes, ah yes, I can do it I can do it,
  77. gambatei~gambatei <3
  78.  
  79. This extremely out of character encouragement I made to myself had a surprisingly
  80. uplifting effect on my mood, thus I took advantage this change, and knocked on the door.
  81.  
  82. "Coming~"
  83.  
  84. Iroha's voice and sounds of approaching footsteps could be heard.
  85. The door soon opened up, as I looked into the door seam, her flaxen brown colored hair
  86. could be seen swaying around, along her long woolen sweater that shone under the
  87. sunset.
  88.  
  89. Isshiki Iroha's head then popped out from the half opened door, and soon as she saw me,
  90. her expression turned from her originally cute curious face into a...face that spells of
  91. yabai desu.
  92.  
  93. "...Ah."
  94.  
  95. Iroha took a soft sigh, took a glance behind her, and walked out of the student council
  96. room cautiously, and closed the door immediately as she stepped out. Looking at me we
  97. an awkward expression:
  98.  
  99. "So you came after all...ahaha."
  100.  
  101. "Yeah, is Yukinoshita in there?"
  102.  
  103. Iroha looked back at the student council room as she heard my question, implying that
  104. Yukinoshita is indeed in the room, I then exhaled out gases of relief and nervousness.
  105.  
  106. I grabbed onto my pockets to wipe off the sweat on my palm, then moved forward,
  107. reaching out my arm towards the doorknob.
  108.  
  109. As I was about to reach it, Iroha moved left to block my arm. What's this? A crab game?
  110. Guess the Obamasgone meme even got to the masses huh. I then sent out my left hand,
  111. which Iroha reacted swiftly, blocking all possible paths I could reach out to the
  112. doorknob. What's with this one on one defense situation, our national team really need
  113. someone of your caliber on their defensive line...
  114.  
  115. "Uhm......you're blocking the way...can you uh, move aside please?"
  116.  
  117. Iroha answered by completely sticking her back onto the doorknob, crossed her arms,
  118. stared at me and said:
  119.  
  120. "Before that, may I know for what exact reason are you here? Unrelated personnel are
  121. prohibited in this room, you know."
  122.  
  123. Iroha wagged her finger while saying this with a stern face, huh, a never seen before
  124. expression from her. Thanks to the special treatment from both ex and present student
  125. council president , I've always entered this room without asking permission, but it is a
  126. rule that unrelated personnel are prohibited from the student council room. And now
  127. that this rule has been brought up against me, I can't do anything about it either.
  128.  
  129. Sigh, for a girl of Iroha's personality this is just so annoying, but then again...the way she
  130. put one hand on her waist, while waggling her finger on the other looks so cute, not to
  131. mention that she's pouting too.
  132.  
  133. But in contrast to her cute expression, from how she refused to move away from the
  134. door, I can sense a strong will that won't yield unless I convince her properly, so I'll have
  135. to be honest with Iroha or she won't budge.
  136.  
  137. "...I'm here to help."
  138.  
  139. "You can't <3 "
  140.  
  141. "Eh......"
  142.  
  143. Iroha then moved closer to me and lay out her arms horizontally, as if she is blocking me
  144. while asserting her dominance.
  145.  
  146. But she seemed to realize that I have no intention to leave either, probably knowing this
  147. situation will probably last very long without any of us giving up, Iroha then asked:
  148.  
  149. "So...you already knew about the current situation of the prom?"
  150.  
  151. "Yes."
  152.  
  153. As she heard my answer, Iroha then knocked on her head with a troubled face. After a
  154. few moments of silence, she looked back at the room again. She then took a few steps
  155. away from the room, while signaling me to follow her. It seems that she doesn't want our
  156. conversation to be overheard by Yukinoshita, at least that seems to be her intention.
  157.  
  158. Or I can just ignore her and go straight into the room instead.
  159.  
  160. As I sneaked bit by bit towards the door, Iroha who already expected me to do so,
  161. grabbed onto my cuffs, and dragged me far far away from the room.
  162.  
  163. Since I can't just shake off her small hands, I had no choice but to follow Iroha's lead,
  164. after walking a distance in the corridor, we took a turn, and stopped at the open corridor
  165. that links the main school building to the special block.
  166.  
  167. A long bench was placed at the walls of this air corridor, students tend to gather around
  168. here in between classes, but now that its late, the only things here are the chilly air that
  169. fills in the atmosphere and the dim light from the sunset.
  170.  
  171. After walking to the bench, Iroha finally let go of me, I rubbed on the cuff of my sleeve to
  172. make sure that there are no wrinkles, a lingering warmth could felt as I touched it, which
  173. made my cheeks tickle a little. Geez don't just hold onto my sleeves all of a sudden, this
  174. makes me feel shy you know.
  175. "Senpai, I appreciate your intention to help, I personally feel happy about it too but..."
  176.  
  177. As Iroha made a pause while leaning her back onto the window, she awkwardly looked
  178. to the ground, along that long eyelashes of hers.
  179.  
  180. "But I can't let you in just yet, more specifically I can't let you meet her."
  181.  
  182. "Why?"
  183.  
  184. I asked while sitting onto the bench. Iroha lay down her hands and put it behind her,
  185. sticking onto the windows.
  186.  
  187. "To be honest I was thinking that things will get more troublesome if senpai came over
  188. immediately, so maybe its better if you could come over a bit more later."
  189.  
  190. "Well... yes, maybe you're right."
  191.  
  192. Its not hard to figure out where she is coming from, since Iroha was there when we had
  193. that argument. It makes sense for her to be worried, especially after witnessing such a
  194. pointless dispute. I felt anxious about meeting up with Yukinoshita too, but even so, I
  195. can't just take a step backwards.
  196.  
  197. "...Its fine, I plan to speak to her properly."
  198.  
  199. "I P L A N T O S P E A K T O H E R P R O P E R L Y. Eh~~ you sure about that senpai?"
  200.  
  201. She stared at me in a very doubtful way...the edges of her lips were twisting as if its
  202. making a 'ngyeh' sound, her eyebrows look tightly wrinkled too. What's with this level of
  203. disbelief...her expression made me feel uneasy, so I slowly averted my eyes, and made a
  204. soft cough.
  205.  
  206. "Its true, its true all right? I did make a proper planning on how to startup the
  207. conversation."
  208.  
  209. Bringing up codependency will only stress us off. So for now its better to avoid dealing
  210. with this matter, and work on the other important issues. Our thoughts might differ, but
  211. we have the common topic of making the prom a success, and that should allow us to
  212. have a constructive discussion.
  213.  
  214. But man, why is Iroha still putting up that doubtful face...
  215.  
  216. "How to start up the conversation huh...can't say that I trust senpai on that."
  217.  
  218. "Yeah, sure sucks to have low credibility."
  219.  
  220. Being self aware of my life decisions that hardly earned me any credibility, I shrugged
  221. lightly.
  222.  
  223. Iroha then stood silent for a moment as if she's trying to observe something, and let out a
  224. deep sigh. Guess she's just felt speechless towards me.
  225.  
  226. "Senpai, you're being overprotective again."
  227.  
  228. As Iroha said so, she walked towards me, gripped onto the edges of her skirt, and gently
  229. sat beside me. She held onto her forehead, slightly lifting her chin. Her hair rustled lightly
  230. as they moved across her elbows, glimmering under the sunset, she started to gaze at
  231. somewhere beyond the windows in front of us.
  232.  
  233. "I'm sure that, Yukinoshita senpai is trying her best here. Not that I can't understand how
  234. she felt."
  235.  
  236. "...Well, she definitely is."
  237.  
  238. I lay down my hands behind me, and stared at the ceiling above.
  239.  
  240. Perhaps Iroha's respond is a better idea. When someone has the intent to complete
  241. something alone, for the others to take a step back and see things through is probably
  242. what's better for that person
  243.  
  244. "Even so...you still plan to help her?"
  245.  
  246. Looking towards the direction of her voice, Iroha's hand continued to lay on her
  247. forehead, while slightly turning her head towards me, as if she's observing my reactions.
  248. Even if this action felt pretty childish, very cute, but a chilling sense of seriousness lies
  249. within her eyes.
  250.  
  251. "...That is my intention."
  252.  
  253. While I can't trust my dead fish eyeballs to make me look serious at all, I tried to
  254. compensate by deepening my tone. Iroha stayed silent for a while, seemingly considering
  255. something, then asked me in a soft tone:
  256.  
  257. "Even if...doing so wouldn't benefit Yukinoshita senpai at all, you'll still offer your aid?
  258.  
  259. "I never really acted out on the intent of benefiting anyone in the first place, so I'm just
  260. doing the usual here...yeah."
  261.  
  262. "Doing the usual...huh."
  263.  
  264. I nodded in reply as she muttered those words in a confused tone. Iroha then laid her
  265. head down, while I turned my head to look at the windows
  266. The outcomes have always been the same.
  267.  
  268. My words and actions have always end up being far from the correct solution. An endless
  269. cycle of misunderstanding things and making mistakes, even my apology didn't end up
  270. well, like a row of buttons that continue to end up in the wrong hole of the shirt.
  271.  
  272. This has been repeating throughout the whole year, and before I realize it, winter is
  273. almost over, the strong winds that indicates the incoming of spring rattles the windows,
  274. breaking this short moment of silence.
  275.  
  276. "To be honest, I don't think that Yukinoshita senpai will accept your offer."
  277.  
  278. "Indeed..."
  279.  
  280. I accidentally let out a deep sigh, Iroha then came closer and continued saying:
  281.  
  282. "In fact, you'll probably be cruelly rejected."
  283.  
  284. "That's probably the case..."
  285.  
  286. I sighed once again, Iroha moved even closer and stared at me:
  287.  
  288. "Even so, you still want to help?"
  289.  
  290. "Of course I'll help..."
  291.  
  292. Hearing my answer that was followed up by another sigh, Iroha opened her mouth wide
  293. while leaning her head to her right:
  294.  
  295. "Huh!? But why bruh?"
  296.  
  297. "Well for why I'm doing so..."
  298.  
  299. Is it really that shocking, she even stopped using honorifics at this point, not that it really
  300. matters...But, did she forgot what she said in the first place...
  301.  
  302. "Weren't you the one who asked for my help in the first place..."
  303.  
  304. As I said that, Iroha looks frozen for a moment, blinked her eyes for a few times. Then
  305. took a quick step back, and then shook her hands, while saying rapidly:
  306.  
  307. "Wha...what? Are you doing it for me?! What the hell do you have a crush on me or
  308. something even though I have always received your help even though you always treated
  309. me nicely and even though I don't dislike you but there are too many things that need to
  310. be cleared up for now so lets put this off for another time sorrymasen."
  311. She quickly followed up with a deep bow. Which I responded by nodding my head in
  312. satisfaction.
  313.  
  314. "Ah yes, now that's what I'm looking for. It sounds different from the usual but
  315. whatever."
  316.  
  317. "What's with this comment...its the same as the usual isn't it?"
  318.  
  319. Muttered Iroha unhappily, she seems to have glared at me too. Yeah whatever, that's the
  320. reaction I expected...taking a distance away from me as I lie down feeling exhausted,
  321. Iroha pointed at her cheeks with her index finger, while saying with a poker face.
  322.  
  323. "I won't mind if you use me as an excuse, though."
  324.  
  325. "Bad excuse, and its not the real reason after all..."
  326.  
  327. Iroha ignored my correction, and continued poking her cheek, looking troubled:
  328.  
  329. "But to be fair, I doubt that wouldn't be the kind of reason Yukinoshita senpai will accept
  330. either."
  331.  
  332. "Of course its not...how did we loop back to this? But hey, at least our great Irohasu can
  333. help by saying a few goods throughout our conversation, no?"
  334.  
  335. "Eh...I don't want to... Also it impossible for me to do so."
  336.  
  337. "Impossible... Even answering that in an instant..."
  338.  
  339. Wait, did she seriously just said 'I don't want to'? As I looked towards her, wondering if I
  340. misheard Mada Mada for Yada Yada, Iroha made a soft cough, then patted on her chest
  341. for no reason and said:
  342.  
  343. "Yes, a girl's decision cannot be easily be changed. Well, but if its something decided by
  344. someone else we can simply make amends to it, if that decision is a pain we can act like
  345. we forgotten it."
  346.  
  347. "You're the worst..."
  348.  
  349. Nonono, that's just you isn't it? Its not a girls exclusive thing, but varies from one to
  350. another. The kind of equality where everyone can be All Might is something that a person
  351. without talents like me believes in.
  352.  
  353. As she turned back towards me, Iroha said with a worried face.
  354.  
  355. "And considering that its Yukinoshita senpai we're dealing with here, its going to be hard
  356. isn't it..."
  357. "Of course, of course it would be..."
  358.  
  359. Not because its a girl's decision, but Yukinoshita's decision, a decision that I can't go
  360. against easily. Looking back at my year long experiences of interacting with her, its
  361. obvious that Yukinoshita's honesty and seriousness won't allow her to take back those
  362. words that easily.
  363.  
  364. Shutting her eyes closed, crossing her arms, Iroha made a short groan and said.
  365.  
  366. "For this time, I can feel that she has been caring for me a lot...so I felt like supporting her
  367. decision too."
  368.  
  369. She then stated her final stand with a bitter smile:
  370.  
  371. "Which is why, I can't bring myself to help out in persuading her, I'm sorry senpai."
  372.  
  373. I told her not to worry while making my best smile possible, which she replied with a
  374. gentle nod. For my random idea of her saying some good things to Yukinoshita, she
  375. listened properly and even considered things thoroughly. I have to say, Isshiki Iroha
  376. really is a much decent person than how I used to judge her. Which made me feel sorry
  377. for attempting to drag her into such a messy issue.
  378.  
  379. Yes, I should be the one to do the planning.
  380.  
  381. ...Now then, how should I tell her exactly? I can't figure it out, she is truly a big trouble,
  382. that girl...but when it comes to being a troublesome I'm the same as her, perhaps even
  383. more troublesome in comparison.
  384.  
  385. I started to rub on my forehead to have a better blood flow around my brain, while doing
  386. so, Iroha kept staring at me without making a sound.
  387.  
  388. "......"
  389.  
  390. "What is it?"
  391.  
  392. I asked as I realize her view focusing on me, she shook her head and answered.
  393.  
  394. "Not really, I was just thinking on how persistent you are."
  395.  
  396. "Ah...well yes."
  397.  
  398. To hear such a direct comment, while being stared by her, I find myself in a lack myself of
  399. words. Thus I could only reply in such a short, incomplete manner. Iroha slowly walked
  400. near me until reaching an arm's distance, while continuing to look into my eyes.
  401.  
  402. "But why? Being rejected by Yukinoshita senpai by herself, and after hearing such words
  403. from Haruno senpai. For what exact reason are you pushing yourself this much? When it
  404. comes to such a sticky situation one would simply stay away as far as possible, isn't it
  405. so."
  406.  
  407. She phrased her question in a way that doesn't allow me a chance to answer. Even if I
  408. could, I doubt that I can come out with a proper answer.
  409.  
  410. Iroha steps closer every time she asks a question, while I move back to maintain our
  411. distance, to the point I could feel the back of my legs pressing itself onto the bench.
  412.  
  413. "There's a lot of reasons behind it..."
  414.  
  415. Realizing that there is no further space for me to move away, I could only avoid looking
  416. directly at her, but Iroha proceeded to grab onto my tie.
  417.  
  418. "Please answer me seriously, senpai."
  419.  
  420. Iroha forcefully re turned my head towards her, the obvious twist on my necktie tells me
  421. that she's applying a lot of strength onto it.
  422.  
  423. I'm unable to look away, neither could I avert my line of view from the image of Iroha's
  424. soft lips and glowing eyes. In front of her determined expression, I could only do my best
  425. to open my heavy mouth.
  426.  
  427. "I swear, there really are a lot of reasons behind it, its impossible to state each of them
  428. clearly just yet..."
  429.  
  430. "Its fine even if you said it vaguely."
  431.  
  432. Iroha does not give any room for me to play around with words, removing all chances for
  433. me to remain silent.
  434.  
  435. But how exactly should I phrase it to make her understand better.
  436.  
  437. These painful feelings are not something that could be simply expressed through words,
  438. but what's more troublesome about them is that they could be described and be
  439. interpreted as anything within the acceptable range. Such a translucent, unclear,
  440. shapeless thing. To apply existing words onto it will only slowly chip it off from the sides
  441. to the point it reaches degradation, ending up as a total mistake.
  442.  
  443. More importantly, I could not accept the act of simplifying things into one single
  444. sentence.
  445.  
  446. Up until now, I've always relied on excuses like bringing my sister into the picture, or
  447. stating that I'm just doing my job. Even just now, I tried using Iroha's request as an
  448. excuse, something that she would usually get along with.
  449. But what Iroha Isshiki wanted is not such dishonest words. Her eyes keep telling me that,
  450.  
  451. it doesn't need to come with a motive, it doesn't need a proper elaboration,
  452.  
  453. its fine for me to make it unclear, its fine for me to say it vaguely.
  454.  
  455. 'Show me your answer.'
  456.  
  457. "......I have a responsibility."
  458.  
  459. "Responsibility, huh."
  460.  
  461. Muttered Iroha in a low voice, she took a short breath, and slightly inclined her head.
  462.  
  463. Did it sound too confusing to her? She lowered her head and seemingly thought for a
  464. while, then looked back up, signaling me to continue.
  465.  
  466. I nodded in reply, and started assembling words in my head. Probably because Iroha is
  467. grabbing onto it, my slightly loose necktie now felt very tight, I find it hard to breath, and
  468. my chest felt unusually hot.
  469.  
  470. "For things to become so complicated, and reaching such a state of codependency, its
  471. safe to say that I am responsible for causing all of these. Which is why I wanted to clean
  472. up my own mess, not a decision to change things up, but simply how I have always done
  473. it. That's all that there is." as I finally said out my conclusion that sounded like an answer,
  474. Iroha's hand let go of my necktie, and slipped down as it loses its strength.
  475.  
  476. "Ahaha...my bad, it sounded so different what my expectations, that I spaced out a bit
  477. right there. Ah...your necktie is completely messed up too, I'm really sorry."
  478.  
  479. "Ah, don't mind, it was kinda twisted before you grabbed on it anyway..."
  480.  
  481. Even after hearing that, Iroha seemed to think that she shouldn't have done that,
  482. muttering words like yabai desu, while anxiously rubbing my necktie with her hands,
  483. attempting to straighten it. She rubbed on it so hard, that my body wobbled along her
  484. movements.
  485.  
  486. Her hands stopped all of a sudden.
  487.  
  488. "Those words that you said just now, can you properly tell the same to Yukinoshita
  489. senpai?"
  490.  
  491. Iroha's eyes are still focused onto my necktie, making a weird expression that I can't
  492. identify.
  493. I couldn't answer her in time, so Iroha pressed on my necktie again, urging me for an
  494. answer. Her flaxen brown started to rustle as if they're teasing me. Her cute expression
  495. that seemed like she was joking gave me a peace of mind, which made me smile before I
  496. realized it.
  497.  
  498. ".....I'll definitely say it, but the real question here is whether these words can reach her."
  499.  
  500. "Hmph, truly a troublesome bunch of senpais."
  501.  
  502. Iroha looked up with a speechless kind of smile, and then slapped on my necktie.
  503.  
  504. "For me as long as the Service Club would help me out then there will always be less
  505. things to worry of. So go for it alright."
  506.  
  507. Iroha swiftly stood up, after taking a few steps, she turned back at me, and waved in a
  508. way that signals me to follow her. Guess she finally allowed me to enter the student
  509. council room.
  510.  
  511. I lifted up my stiff body, and walked towards her.
  512. 2-2
  513.  
  514. As I entered the student council room alongside Iroha, a fragrant scent could be smelled,
  515. which seems to be some kind of indoor perfume. Unlike the one we have in the Service
  516. Club room, its a more refreshingly sweet fruity smell, without the clear fragrance of tea
  517. within in.
  518.  
  519. The student council room isn't really big, and the stacking piles of items within the room
  520. shows a sign of its long history. In the center of all this mess is a small space that looks
  521. unusually tidy and clean.
  522.  
  523. Beside the poignantly designed chairman table places a simple work desk, where
  524. Yukinoshita is standing behind it, while looking at a white board.
  525.  
  526. Considering that no other student council members are in here, Yukinoshita and Iroha
  527. probably stayed here by themselves to discuss on a new course of plan. Words in red
  528. blue and black could be seen on the whiteboard, as she notices someone else entering,
  529. Yukinoshita turned her head over.
  530.  
  531. "Oh, Hikigaya kun."
  532.  
  533. "Sup."
  534.  
  535. Yukinoshita acted naturally even after seeing me, showing a faint smile, as if she wasn't
  536. affected emotionally by the self restraining order.
  537.  
  538. "Isshiki san, lets have a short break shall we."
  539.  
  540. Saying that, she unlocked the fixating valve on the white board, flipped the board around
  541. to show its other surface, and pushed it aside.
  542.  
  543. Yukinoshita proceeded to prepare tea, she turned on the electric kettle in this room, and
  544. took out tea bags while waiting for the water to boil.
  545.  
  546. Looking at her doing these actions in a skillful manner, I felt reminiscent all of a sudden.
  547. As she realizes my sights laying on her,
  548.  
  549. Yukinoshita shifted her eyes, and stopped at a chair in front of her desk, signaling me to
  550. take a seat.
  551.  
  552. The popping sounds of water boiling can be heard as I pulled the chair to make space.
  553. Iroha then walked lively towards the chairman desk, sitting on a luxurious looking
  554. armchair. I mean that chair is cool looking and all, BUT CAN YOU DO THIS!? Only 399 by
  555. the way. (I'm doing my part Pewds)
  556.  
  557. Soon, Yukinoshita pushed over a cup that looks different from our usual tea set. As I
  558. thanked her, I held up the cup of tea, only to smell an unfamiliar scent.
  559.  
  560. "Have you heard of it?"
  561.  
  562. She asked an unspecific question, but its obvious on what topic are we talking about
  563. here.
  564.  
  565. "Ah, yes. Since I was beside Yuigahama just now."
  566.  
  567. Yukinoshita seemed surprised for a second, but quickly went back to her calm
  568. expression from before.
  569.  
  570. "...I see."
  571.  
  572. "I already talked to Hiratsuka sensei to learn about the details. Is it fine on your side? I
  573. can help if there's anything that requires my assistance..."
  574.  
  575. As I was halfway through my sentence, Yukinoshita brought the paper cup near to her
  576. mouth, took a light sip of tea to moisturize her mouth and answered:
  577.  
  578. "There is no need for that, as we're already working on the appropriate
  579. countermeasures."
  580.  
  581. Comparing to the warmth from the cup of tea in my hands, our conversation seemed to
  582. have started in a cold awkward tone. Being uneasy of such an atmosphere, Iroha made a
  583. few twists on her body, while glancing towards me, telling me to "please say it nicely".
  584.  
  585. No wait a second Iroha, for a conversation to work, stuff like directions, sequences,
  586. procedures and timing, even bravery are all relevant essentials isn't it? Man, it just feel so
  587. difficult to make a proper conversation. Even now, my attempt to make a test on her
  588. intention to talk about this topic got shut down immediately.
  589.  
  590. Anyway for the conversation to continue, an appropriate head start is required, which
  591. isn't really something I'm used to.
  592.  
  593. I made a few blows over my cup of tea, thinking on how should I start the conversation.
  594. Soon after the hot sensation starts to fade away from the tea, reaching a temperature
  595. where my cat tongue can take it in, I took a sip of the tea, and asked with a soft voice.
  596.  
  597. "So... what's your plan?"
  598. Upon hearing my question, Yukinoshita looked into my eyes, as if she's trying to instigate
  599. something out of me.
  600.  
  601. "We're still reviewing our existing proposal, for now there's nothing much to say about
  602. our plans."
  603.  
  604. Reviewing, huh...But considering all those words that I saw on the whiteboard just now,
  605. and Iroha glancing towards Yukinoshita with a weird look, it seems that the main
  606. direction they'll be taking has already been decided, but she didn't want to talk about it.
  607.  
  608. She even flipped the whiteboard around so that no one could see it, perhaps forcing an
  609. answer is not the best course of action.
  610.  
  611. In that case, its better to talk in a more roundabout way, since the conversation will
  612. continue to be derailed with my current method. I looked towards Iroha and asked.
  613.  
  614. "Is there anything to do right now?"
  615.  
  616. "...For now, nothing much."
  617.  
  618. Iroha looked away while answering, but she didn't look towards Yukinoshita either, so
  619. its hard to say whether this is a lie or not.
  620.  
  621. But looking at the absence of the other student council committees, and the lax
  622. atmosphere within this room. It does seems that the situation wasn't as urgent as it
  623. seems to be, at least there's no specific action that has to be done immediately.
  624.  
  625. "So to put it in other words, right now is not the suitable time to execute immediate
  626. actions?"
  627.  
  628. "Of course, after all we only received the self restrain order by today."
  629.  
  630. Yukinoshita replied the conclusion that I muttered out accidentally, with the same calm
  631. tone. For someone who just received the notice not long ago, her words lack a sense of
  632. anxiety one would usually expect. Most probably she too, has already noticed the other
  633. meaning behind 'apply self restrain', which is why she can remain her composure right
  634. now.
  635.  
  636. For the self restraining order from the school's executives, me and Yukinoshita share a
  637. similar view on the school's intent. A common topic is the spice to inducing an active
  638. conversation, I can probably touch on this topic a little more.
  639.  
  640. I looked back at Yukinoshita.
  641. "But there are countermeasures that can be designed based on that isn't so. After all it is
  642. only a restraining order, in fact straight out ignoring such an order is possible in case
  643. you're desperate."
  644.  
  645. The ones who gave out the restraining order are the school executives, specifically a
  646. concession they made towards Hiratsuka sensei. To request for someone to apply self
  647. restrain, it also means handing over the right of action to its subject, a wording that could
  648. be portrayed in a way where its subject is allowed to make their decisions based on their
  649. own judgement. While its original intent is to request the prom organizers to cancel the
  650. event without them sounding to be forceful, Yukinoshita can intentionally
  651. misunderstood its meaning, and complicate things further, by using the debate where
  652. they're only asked to apply self restraint, but the final decision still lies in the hands of
  653. the student council.
  654.  
  655. I said that with a bitter smile, being aware that Yukinoshita probably knows better of the
  656. situation than I do.
  657.  
  658. Which Yukinoshita replied without raising her eyebrows:
  659.  
  660. "If possible I prefer not to take such a risk,"
  661.  
  662. "while using the ambiguity of the term against them could work. But simply showing
  663. them an unyielding attitude won't be enough."
  664.  
  665. "I am aware of that too, so we'll only use this to open up a platform for discussions."
  666.  
  667. Just as she said, to forcefully conduct the prom, is merely a self destructing that will only
  668. work once. Such a reckless decision cannot be made if they still plan to organize the
  669. prom for the years to come.
  670.  
  671. Their current plan is to apply their self restraining status as their means to negotiate
  672. with the parents.
  673.  
  674. We might organize it without school supervision, we might set up the venue at
  675. somewhere not within school grounds, we might do something that goes beyond your
  676. imaginable level of extremeness, are you still fine with it? Threatening them with such
  677. statements.
  678.  
  679. Even if the student council won't actually do such things, it is an effective method to
  680. make the parents accept their request to negotiate.
  681.  
  682. It is the hard way to do things, but it will open up room for negotiation.
  683. But what matters afterwards, is what material can they present during the negotiation.
  684.  
  685. I stood up, and walked over to move the whiteboard. Yukinoshita sighed, but did not
  686. attempt to stop me.
  687.  
  688. I pulled out the whiteboard and flipped it over.
  689.  
  690. As I expected, suggestions of the strategy they can take has been written on the
  691. whiteboard, and other information that relates to the new direction the prom will take.
  692.  
  693. It seems that they had quite a discussion, traces of their discussion were left on every
  694. corner on the board has. There are two different kinds of handwriting and writing style
  695. on the board, which seemingly belongs to Yukinoshita and Iroha.
  696.  
  697. The sentences that mostly end with a question mark, but properly phrased and written
  698. horizontally were probably written by Yukinoshita, while the clump of sentences that
  699. end with a large exclamation mark seems to belong to Iroha.
  700.  
  701. Judging from the order those sentences were arranged in, Yukinoshita and Iroha each
  702. came out with one suggestion at a time, and proceeded to comment on each other's
  703. suggestion, in order to find out which idea is better and the possible improvements.
  704.  
  705. "So you two came out with these ideas?"
  706.  
  707. "More accurately, I question Yukinoshita senpai's idea, while Yukinoshita senpai refutes
  708. my suggestions."
  709.  
  710. "Is that so, then its quite the constructive discussion you had there."
  711.  
  712. Giving more than one suggestion is important when one reaches a stagnant situation. At
  713. least they're able to more options, and both suggestions can compromise with each
  714. other, but being too fixated on denying each other won't make things progress either.
  715.  
  716. Only by forming an opposing situation, the discussion could move forward. But merely
  717. pointing out whether the suggestions would work, will only make them reach a 'yes or
  718. no' kind of conclusion.
  719.  
  720. So, exactly what kind of conclusion have came to...eh? Among all the written things, I
  721. can't seem to spot something that feels identical to a conclusion, its like reading through
  722. a note that only its owner can understand.
  723.  
  724. "...So, where's your conclusion?"
  725.  
  726. "Lets see...the ones in the red circle."
  727. As Iroha answered, I took another look at the whiteboard, there are indeed a few spots
  728. that are circled in red.
  729.  
  730. Gorgeous, wholesome, dress code restriction, supporting guidelines, supervising officials,
  731. upload prohibited, OK!
  732.  
  733. That's all of them.
  734.  
  735. "Hmmm...I kinda understo...no wait wait wait, I don't understand what's going on here at
  736. all."
  737.  
  738. Like, what is this, a spot the word game? I felt like I can understand it yet I can't at the
  739. same time...what am I looking at exactly?
  740.  
  741. I looked back, hoping for an explanation.
  742.  
  743. Yukinoshita then placed her finger on the cup mouth, looking at the gently swinging
  744. waves on the surface of the tea.
  745.  
  746. "I was still sorting things out when you came."
  747.  
  748. "Oh, that was...sorry for interrupting."
  749.  
  750. Yukinoshita sounded as if she was simply stating a fact with no intent of blaming anyone,
  751. which made me stutter at my words. From how she was standing in front of the board
  752. when I first stepped into the room, it does seem that Yukinoshita was finalizing things. I
  753. apologized for my sudden interruption, which she gently shook her head, telling me not
  754. to mind.
  755.  
  756. To shift away from this awkward atmosphere, I cleared up my throat and ask with a clear
  757. voice:
  758.  
  759. "So, what are these words supposed to mean. I don't really get it"
  760.  
  761. This time, it was Yukinoshita who seemed awkward, pausing for a short moment before
  762. she answered:
  763.  
  764. "...As I said, we're still reviewing the proposal."
  765.  
  766. She looked down and didn't say anything further. Well, considering that Yukinoshita
  767. doesn't want me to be involved, it make sense that she would prefer not to elaborate any
  768. further.
  769. Which means, ready, se, no, Irohasu chan~ I briefly glanced at Iroha, which she replied
  770. while showing a reluctant face.
  771.  
  772. "Um...to put it simple, our current focus is to... make amendments on our clothing
  773. restrictions? Am I saying this right Yukinoshita senpai?"
  774.  
  775. As Iroha turned over to confirm with Yukinoshita, probably thinking that it's not good to
  776. just ignore her, Yukinoshita answered reluctantly.
  777.  
  778. "We plan to enforce our dress code to prohibit extravagant or very revealing clothes.
  779. After properly defining the proper requirements, we'll contact the clothing renter from
  780. our side to prepare a suitable catalog."
  781.  
  782. "Oh..."
  783.  
  784. I see. Setting up a standard for the acceptable dresses, in order to guarantee the
  785. wholesomeness on the appearances of the students during the event. And most students
  786. will prefer renting clothes through the student council, so they'll naturally have to
  787. adhere to the dress code guidelines. But there are also exceptions...
  788.  
  789. "What about students who intends to wear their own clothes?"
  790.  
  791. Iroha then pointed towards the circled words and answered.
  792.  
  793. "Since most participants will be wearing clothes that meets our guidelines, those
  794. students will most probably restrain themselves to not stand out too much from the
  795. group."
  796.  
  797. "Right, peer pressure."
  798.  
  799. "That's not a nice word to describe it..."
  800.  
  801. Iroha glared at me, looking disgusted and unhappy. But isn't that exactly what she
  802. meant...
  803.  
  804. Even then, I doubt that everyone would accept to blend in with the crowd. No matter
  805. which era we're in there will always be that one eccentric person with a thought like "I
  806. will walk my own path even if that means being different from the others!! Look at my
  807. erotic image that makes me stand out from dem plebs!! It's☆party☆time!!", while
  808. placing a Pichelle on top of their heads (Ref 1: A Japan fashion magazine).
  809.  
  810. "But wouldn't there still be a few students who would wear ridiculous clothing on the
  811. purpose of gaining attention? It is an important moment in their school life, after all."
  812. "We're aware of such a possibility. So existing countermeasures have already been
  813. planned."
  814.  
  815. Yukinoshita gave a direct answer, but did not further elaborate on her statement. But
  816. take a better look at these clues, and the answer will eventually reveal itself.
  817.  
  818. "...Will they really accept or obey the restriction to not upload anything on the SNS?"
  819.  
  820. I tapped on that unusually small text on the lowest part of the white board. Was the
  821. written this small because of their lack of space? Or their lack of confidence in this
  822. solution?
  823.  
  824. Yukinoshita let out a very tired sigh.
  825.  
  826. "About that, even if its hard to have them obey it, it wouldn't hurt to at least have a
  827. written notice either."
  828.  
  829. "Even if any issue arises from that, the responsibility will only fall on them for not
  830. obeying the rules isn't so? After all, they're no longer kids anymore."
  831.  
  832. Said Iroha.
  833.  
  834. While it's true that the graduates are above the age of consent, but there is still the
  835. general idea where people above the age of 18 can be viewed as adults, and it wouldn't
  836. stop people from criticizing the organizers either. While I was thinking it through,
  837. Yukinoshita made another remark.
  838.  
  839. "We're aware that simply restricting them from uploading pictures online will cause
  840. dissatisfaction, so we intend to compensate by hiring freelance photographers, and sell
  841. photos or data to the participants after the prom.
  842.  
  843. "Ah...I see how it is."
  844.  
  845. For some reason Iroha raised up her chest in satisfaction, I guess girls do have the need
  846. of taking cute pictures.
  847.  
  848. Hiring a photographer and selling pictures won't be a problem. Considering that recent
  849. school events such as our sports day also restrict parents from taking photos, while the
  850. school openly sells pictures to them.
  851.  
  852. Even during the Showa period, there are certain occasions where students would bring
  853. along a photographer with them for events like their graduation trip, and purchase
  854. photos from them, so this should be acceptable by the parents.
  855. This might even bring us to interesting stories like, someone writing down the purchase
  856. number of the picture that has his favorite girl in it, only to be noticed by the other
  857. students. asking him: "Yo, this picture doesn't have you in it no? Lets see...bruhhhhhhh!"
  858. rumors then quickly spread around among the class, the poor guy getting teased by his
  859. classmates, and getting rejected on the second day before he could even confess. Any
  860. parent who had such a painful experience will understand what selling photos really
  861. mean wouldn't they?
  862.  
  863. Cough.
  864.  
  865. Anyway, setting it up as a written rule on the surface, bringing out the argument where
  866. its their own responsibilities to obey the rules, and convince those who felt dissatisfied
  867. by bringing up the advantages of this rule, while preparing an alternative choice for the
  868. students. A viable plan indeed.
  869.  
  870. The students might go against it, but what's more important is that the student council
  871. have a relevant point that can be accepted by the parents.
  872.  
  873. While uncertainties still exist, being able to show the parents that the organizers have
  874. countermeasures to deal with the concerns they expressed on is what matters here.
  875.  
  876. "I see...a good plan indeed."
  877.  
  878. "Thank you."
  879.  
  880. I briefly made a remark while staring at the whiteboard, which Yukinoshita replied with
  881. minimal words.
  882.  
  883. Even if its only an outline, the amount of thought put into it within such a short time is
  884. incredible.
  885.  
  886. However, there is still a few parts where I can question of.
  887.  
  888. "So with this, what are the expected chances of winning?"
  889.  
  890. I asked them as I knocked on the whiteboard with the back of my finger. Iroha made an
  891. uhm sound looking displeased, while Yukinoshita did not show any changes in her
  892. expression, and answered in her usual calm tone.
  893.  
  894. " We took their concerns into consideration, and came out with methods to deal with the
  895. said issues. I believe that our chances of getting their approval won't be low."
  896.  
  897. "Well yeah, that seems to be the case. That they'll approve of the improved proposal now
  898. that you dealt with their concerns...under normal circumstances, that is."
  899. But I know, that things won't be that simple this time.
  900.  
  901. This is not the same situation like the ones we've always dealt with.
  902.  
  903. All these weird concerns and requests from the parents were presented to us based on
  904. the absolute intent of shutting down the graduation prom. Not with the intent of making
  905. the prom a reality, nor the intent of expecting improvements from its organizers. No
  906. matter how much compromises were made, the chances of them approving the event are
  907. still slim, they're lacking a crucial element if they wish to get past such an ill intent.
  908.  
  909. The one crucial element that Yukinoshita can't obtain, or specifically, can't attempt to
  910. obtain.
  911.  
  912. And this is where I step in.
  913.  
  914. I've been observing Yukinoshita's reactions in order to find an opening to talk to her,
  915. now seems to be the right moment. I glanced at Iroha, which she nodded lightly in
  916. approval.
  917.  
  918. "Yukinoshita, there is something that I wish to speak properly to you of."
  919.  
  920. Hearing that, Yukinoshita looked at me with an astonished face.
  921.  
  922. "...Alrighty, then I should probably seek myself ou..."
  923.  
  924. Pretending to react towards the atmosphere, Iroha stood up intending to leave. But
  925. Yukinoshita stopped her immediately.
  926.  
  927. "I believe that its related to the graduation prom? If that's the case its better that Isshiki
  928. san stay present too."
  929.  
  930. "Ahaha...is that so."
  931.  
  932. Answering her awkwardly, Iroha glanced me briefly, which I reacted by shaking my
  933. head, telling her that its fine. Iroha then sat back down with an uneasy look on her face.
  934.  
  935. I'm aware that Yukinoshita does not want me to be involved. In fact she probably prefers
  936. to avoid having a conversation with me at all. That's why she asked Iroha to stay, as the
  937. presence of a third person might make it harder for me to speak out.
  938.  
  939. But if that's the case, then I just have the hold on to my resolve.
  940.  
  941. "...Can I help out with the prom?"
  942. Right after I said that, Yukinoshita's eyes open up wide, seeming to be shocked. She then
  943. lowered her view, and slightly opened her mouth as if she was about to say something.
  944.  
  945. If I simply waited for her to give a reply, she'll definitely try to derail the conversation
  946. like she did just now. So I interrupted her by continuing to speak, forcing out every
  947. reasons I could think of without leaving any gaps in between.
  948.  
  949. "I don't think that there's any problems in your amendments to the proposal. But, the
  950. rate of success isn't too high. So we should probably work on another set of proposal. I
  951. know that the original proposal has been rejected, so maybe we can think of a third or
  952. fourth option on how to change things up."
  953.  
  954. As I continued to speak, I realized that what I said doesn't seem to convey my message
  955. properly. But if I take any pauses I'm afraid that I might end up feeling breathless.
  956.  
  957. "Now that things have developed to this stage, its not like I'm taking the initiative to do
  958. something, I'll simply act based on your instructions, just look at me as a character who
  959. comes up with a few ideas while standing near to the wall. This kind of role has no
  960. difference from that of Iroha and the others right? Just doing the kind of thing that I
  961. usually do, that's all I wish for."
  962.  
  963. Yukinoshita lightly bit on her lower lip, and listened silently, she doesn't seem to be
  964. angry or sad, as if she's trying her best to suppress her feelings.
  965.  
  966. ".....Indeed, just like how things have always been."
  967.  
  968. "If that's the ca..."
  969.  
  970. Yukinoshita interrupted, lowering her head as she continued speaking.
  971.  
  972. "In the end, I'll still have to rely on you..."
  973.  
  974. Her voice seemingly sounded calm and steady, yet every word she said drops a
  975. suffocating pressure on my chest.
  976.  
  977. Yukinoshita lifted her head back up, staring at me with a smile which resembles that of a
  978. mother looking at her playful child, gently, slowly, said out those words of persuasion.
  979.  
  980. "Which is exactly why, I wish to change it, those words that my sister said, you know that
  981. too don't you?"
  982.  
  983. "I......yes."
  984. Hearing her say that, I couldn't help but avert my eyes away.
  985.  
  986. Codependency.
  987.  
  988. Perhaps its not just me, Yukinoshita herself is aware of that term too.
  989.  
  990. Which is why she refuses to let things remain the way they were, to correct what's wrong
  991. with our relationship, to become independent.
  992.  
  993. While I can't even find myself to question what's right or wrong, simply sugar coating
  994. our relationship with a vague term, constraining myself to such a twisted relationship.
  995.  
  996. "But......this is a responsibility that I should take. It was never about which side is on the
  997. wrong, isn't so?"
  998.  
  999. As I fought my through my brain to complete this sentence, I looked into Yukinoshita
  1000. eyes, they're twitching painfully, which made me look away again, I can't find myself to
  1001. continue now that I've seen such an expression from her.
  1002.  
  1003. But if I don't say it now, I might never have another chance in the future. For I am aware
  1004. of how much of a troublesome and unreliable person I am.
  1005.  
  1006. Which is why I have to let her know. Even if its hard to tell her how I feel, even if I can't
  1007. express those feelings properly, I have, to let her know.
  1008.  
  1009. "Of course, I can simply choose to step aside and not do anything. But such a method
  1010. won't change anything for the better, if the methods we've been using up until now is
  1011. wrong, then we seek for a different method, and different mindset, a different form of
  1012. communication..."
  1013.  
  1014. How could I make my words sound better? I continued to search for better terms to use,
  1015. yet the monster of self awareness and rationality continues to bare it fangs at me.
  1016. Ambiguous thoughts form themselves into a hideous shape as they leave my mouth,
  1017. every word I say strays myself further and further from their actual meaning. Am I being
  1018. too anxious, before I realize it my hands clenched themselves into fists under the table. I
  1019. took a deep breath, and opened up my palms to wipe off the sweat onto my pants.
  1020.  
  1021. Did my words reach her the way I wanted them to?
  1022.  
  1023. "So...no matter what kind of ending awaits, I wish to take responsibility for it properly."
  1024.  
  1025. No, perhaps it doesn't matter.
  1026.  
  1027. "Which is why...I really want to...help you out."
  1028. These words were only said for the sake of my self satisfaction, for the sake of forcing my
  1029. wish onto Yukinoshita.
  1030.  
  1031. Being aware of the true nature of my actions, I am unable to look into her eyes, thus I
  1032. could only steer my vision away from her.
  1033.  
  1034. "......Thank you. But its fine now, you've said enough."
  1035.  
  1036. Her voice sounded as tender as the sounds of snow falling during the night, a beautiful
  1037. sensation that felt like it'll vanish all of a sudden, a strong force that could attract every
  1038. being in this world. Her expression seemed like she is at peace, in front of such a cute yet
  1039. pitiful smile, I could only hold back my breath and voice.
  1040.  
  1041. Within this frosty silence, Yukinoshita continued to speak in a soft voice.
  1042.  
  1043. "It was my fault to begin with, always letting you and Yuigahama san handle
  1044. things...that's why we've entered such an unclear situation. If I don't clean things up,
  1045. none of us will be able to move forward, isn't so? The one who should be taking
  1046. responsibility, is me."
  1047.  
  1048. "......No, its my responsibility too."
  1049.  
  1050. Yukinoshita lowered her head after hearing my reply, slowly shaking her head. As I
  1051. struggled to find a better way to continue the conversation. Iroha interrupted us.
  1052.  
  1053. "Ano, may I ask how long do you two plan to revolve on the same problem?"
  1054.  
  1055. She sounded mad as she asked the question, staring at me and Yukinoshita.
  1056.  
  1057. Neither of us could answer her, so we could only continue to lower our heads. I guess
  1058. that's just how things work between us, no conclusion could be obtained no matter how
  1059. much we talk about it, and our viewpoints will remain as parallel lines. Knowing that, me
  1060. and Yukinoshita decided not to continue, both of us remaining silent.
  1061.  
  1062. In the end of the day, my thoughts still failed to reach her.
  1063.  
  1064. The message can never be conveyed if we refuse to speak, but even through speaking the
  1065. message still can't reach the other side. Throughout the whole year, we have always had
  1066. this sort of feeling. That the idea of talking to each other to achieve a mutual
  1067. understanding is merely an arrogant thought, while the idea of achieving mutual
  1068. understanding without communicating with each other is merely an illusion.
  1069.  
  1070. Which is why, we'll always have to properly think on what to speak of, how to say them
  1071. properly. Being able to speak of any pointless topics to our freedom, yet remaining silent
  1072. on the most important things.
  1073.  
  1074. But, these feelings that I wanted to express is not some kind of phrase or term, and in the
  1075. end of the day I'm not an expert of communicating through words.
  1076.  
  1077. In that case, the solution is simple.
  1078.  
  1079. Our medium of communication has always been there.
  1080.  
  1081. "I understand. Then I'll stop talking about it, I won't help you out either."
  1082.  
  1083. Whew, I said it loud and clear. At the corner of my field of view, Iroha took a gasp.
  1084.  
  1085. Yukinoshita smiled and nodded her head, looking relieved after hearing my reply.
  1086.  
  1087. I already expected such an answer since the beginning. But without properly talking to
  1088. her I can't be sure of things. If I don't make our positions clear the conversation can't go
  1089. on.
  1090.  
  1091. I smirked and continued saying.
  1092.  
  1093. "......But I never said that I won't oppose you."
  1094.  
  1095. "Huh?"
  1096.  
  1097. Iroha leaned over her head.
  1098.  
  1099. Yukinoshita also seemed confused as she first heard me, but closed up her eyelids soon
  1100. after, has she understood what I was trying to say?
  1101.  
  1102. I put up a sarcastic smile, and put up both of my fist up to my chest.
  1103.  
  1104. "I don't think its hard to guess, what happens when our opinions oppose each other,
  1105. right?"
  1106.  
  1107. After listening to Hiratsuka sensei's talk about heroes of justice fighting out a solution,
  1108. this is the hazy idea that I came out with.
  1109.  
  1110. When communicating through works couldn't work out, then I'll express myself through
  1111. my actions.
  1112.  
  1113. "I've been concerned with the prom's status for quite a while after all, so I'd feel kinda
  1114. upset if the event fails to be approved. But I can't fully approve of your amendments to
  1115. the proposal either......In that case, I'll make one by myself."
  1116.  
  1117. "Are you being serious about this?"
  1118.  
  1119. I nodded in reply to Yukinoshita's question.
  1120.  
  1121. Even if its a one sided decision, this is indeed a way for me to gain minimal relevance to
  1122. the graduation prom.
  1123.  
  1124. If I give up here, that would mean that I'm denying all the relationship I've built with her,
  1125. and the Service Club.
  1126.  
  1127. Which is why I have to try, to prove to Yukinoshita that our relationship is not
  1128. codependency.
  1129.  
  1130. To prove to her that, all these time that we've been through has a more positive meaning
  1131. to it.
  1132.  
  1133. Only after proving that, we can slowly move towards a better, a more correct
  1134. relationship.
  1135.  
  1136. "Our competition haven't ended, and not everyone has to go with the same way of doing
  1137. things either. So, its fine for the two of us to take a different route from each other, isn't
  1138. so?"
  1139.  
  1140. Yukinoshita said a similar thing to me a long time ago. But I believe that she still
  1141. remembers it, otherwise she wouldn't be biting her lower lip right now.
  1142.  
  1143. Referring to how we set up the competition back then, as long as the basic structure and
  1144. concept of the competition haven't changed, the rule should still apply to our current
  1145. situation.
  1146.  
  1147. I waited for Yukinoshita to reply. But only a few troubled sighs could be heard from her.
  1148.  
  1149. Iroha who was sitting beside the silent Yukinoshita answered.
  1150.  
  1151. "I think this could work, "
  1152.  
  1153. "As long as the prom could be approved, the process doesn't seem that relevant to me,
  1154. and what Yukinoshita senpai said just now won't matter in this case, so it should be fine."
  1155.  
  1156. Iroha's indifferent statement, made Yukinoshita find it hard to think of a reply.
  1157.  
  1158. The silence within the room continues to loom. Perhaps such silence is the exact answer
  1159. that I needed, thinking of that, I let out a breath of relief.
  1160.  
  1161. As I guessed, even if I brought up the competition as an excuse, she wouldn't just accept
  1162. it......despite her competitive nature, Yukinoshita Yukino is not a simple minded person.
  1163.  
  1164. "......Well, not like that I plan on getting approval from your side anyway, I'm just stating
  1165. on what I plan to do afterwards, that's the only point that I want you to know."
  1166.  
  1167. This is not a negotiation. Simply my notice, my declaration of war.
  1168.  
  1169. She should be clever enough to understand the situation, Yukinoshita let out a sigh, took
  1170. a shallow bite on her lips. Closed her eyes painfully, and put her hand under her mouth,
  1171. and started thinking.
  1172.  
  1173. Faint sounds of breathing flow within the silence of the room. But unlike the speechless
  1174. situation from before, the quietness right now does not give of a sense of rejection, but
  1175. felt more like an intermission towards the next stage.
  1176.  
  1177. Yukinoshita tapped on the edge of her lips, which then opened up, creating a voice that
  1178. doesn't sound like a sigh or mutter.
  1179.  
  1180. "If that's the case......"
  1181.  
  1182. Did she originally intended not to say it out? The words that just left her mouth paused
  1183. midway, as if they're about to vanish into the thin air and never resurface.
  1184.  
  1185. As I leaned forward, ready to ask for a follow up. Yukinoshita opened her eyes, her grim
  1186. expression loses momentum slowly, returning into its original calmness.
  1187.  
  1188. Like a frozen blue flame, beautiful yet faint. The awe inspiring clearness on her
  1189. expression took away my breath, made me forgot to seek for a continuation of her words,
  1190. and even filled up my entire field of view.
  1191.  
  1192. "The victor will have the right to command the other to do anything...I believe that its the
  1193. case?"
  1194.  
  1195. A sharp light glimmers among her pale blue eyes. Unlike how she seemed to be lost in
  1196. her thoughts a while ago, her eyes are now free of confusion, staring at me openly.
  1197.  
  1198. I looked properly into her eyes, and nodded in conirmation.
  1199.  
  1200. "Yes, that will be the case."
  1201.  
  1202. Its been a while since the last time I had chills from Yukinoshita, this nostalgic feeling
  1203. that reminds me of our conversation from back then. The realization that the
  1204. atmosphere between us went back like how it usually was, made me let out a breath of
  1205. relief.
  1206.  
  1207. The tension within the air has finally gone away.
  1208.  
  1209. Iroha, who has been listening to our conversation all this time muttered.
  1210.  
  1211. "Ew, what was that all about? Gross."
  1212.  
  1213. "Hey now..."
  1214.  
  1215. As I looked at her, Iroha lowered down her head like a kid who got scolded for saying
  1216. something inappropriate.
  1217.  
  1218. "Hmphhhh...but it really does feel out of place and a little creepy isn't it...also senpai, why
  1219. are you getting ahead of yourself all of a sudden?"
  1220.  
  1221. Iroha blurted out her ridiculous comment with a dissatisfied look on her face, oh come
  1222. on......as I grunted at Iroha, someone started to laugh all of a sudden.
  1223.  
  1224. "Yes, it does feel a little gross. Ufufufu..."
  1225.  
  1226. Yukinoshita laughed in a pretty comical way. Its been a while since I last saw such a
  1227. carefree laugh from her, a smile as mesmerizing as a blooming flower. Which Iroha
  1228. nodded her head repeatedly like she's saying 'I know right!'. Seeing them acting this way,
  1229. something that has been pulled tight within me suddenly snaps into half, making me lose
  1230. my strength uncontrollably.
  1231.  
  1232. "You two..."
  1233.  
  1234. "Ahaha...cough, that was simply a joke. But now you've reminded me, everything did
  1235. started from that day indeed."
  1236.  
  1237. Yukinoshita held back her smiling face, with the colors of happiness still lingering within
  1238. her eyes, she stared at me with a provoking look, that also felt a little delightful.
  1239.  
  1240. "So allow me to finalize things. The both of us will do things by our own methods in the
  1241. aim of realizing the graduation prom, and the victor gets to demand something from the
  1242. loser, is that it?"
  1243.  
  1244. "Ah...yes."
  1245.  
  1246. I answered briefly, which Yukinoshita nodded in satisfaction. I stared at her smug face
  1247. with my mouth half open.
  1248.  
  1249. She probably realized that I was acting strangely, as Yukinoshita looked over and asked.
  1250.  
  1251. "What's wrong?"
  1252.  
  1253. "Nothing... I'm just surprised that you would actually accept the challenge."
  1254.  
  1255. I looked over towards Iroha, trying to make sure if I said it the right way. But probably
  1256. because she wasn't aware of the competition, she seems to be sulking with a very
  1257. displeased face, and shrugged at me like she's saying 'I don't even know what's going on
  1258. here anymore'.
  1259.  
  1260. "Its not really that inconceivable."
  1261.  
  1262. Yukinoshita calmly stated that, as she threaded over her hair over her shoulders.
  1263.  
  1264. Hmm...is this a riddle? But the answer seems pretty difficult to figure out. As I started to
  1265. try solving the question, Yukinoshita smiled at me triumphantly.
  1266.  
  1267. "Didn't you already knew? That I really hate losing to others."
  1268.  
  1269. With a slightly mischievous smile, in a teasing tone, she revealed the answer to her
  1270. riddle.
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